First post for 2009!!!!!!~~~haha.Last night the celebration was fun,we ate pork for dinner at somewhere near BIP,it was nice and enak.We can go there some other time too.After that we went to the Clique,the lounge and resto.A girl was the singer last nite,and she smoked when she sing.When she sing,she look santai,but very nice.She got nice voice.we went to Gedung Satte at about 11pm.Because we all thought that it will have a consert or fireworks,but the people there all is the indonesian and they look at us in a different way.All of us feel scare actually,so we just walked and walked and walked,we just wanted to get out from that place.hehe.
We took angkot from somewhere near Padjajaran to Dago,we ended up watching fireworks at Pertamina.haha.The whole Bandung was celebrating New year and fireworks everywhere.I think it is better than in Gedung Satte.
We chill and have supper there,i took roti cane susu.It makes me think of the original roti canai in Malaysia,still got 15 days to go.I will go back to Malaysia soon.hehe.
Wednesday, December 31
Tuesday, December 30
To someone special
Butterflies do not know the color of their wings
But human eyes know how beautiful they are
Likewise you do not know how good you are
But i know how SPECIAL u r ;)
But human eyes know how beautiful they are
Likewise you do not know how good you are
But i know how SPECIAL u r ;)
Goodbye to 2008
Today is the last day of 2008,when i think back,this year went thru really fast for me. I spent my beginning of this year staying at home,lazy-ing around.After i started my study at ITB,time fly by. Sad and happy moments happened to me through out the year.
- 11 March,my STPM result was really really terrible.I blame myself for not putting enough effort.I felt sorry to my parent and teachers.
- 5 April,broke up with Jim.Im sorry for what i did and i know that u love me very much.
- Colleges and universities in Malaysia turned me down,i struggled for so long until i made up my mind to come here.
- Its very stress study in ITB
- Happy to make new friends in Indon.
- Shopping,eating and gossiping around with friends.
- My family give me strength,support and love.
- Great time during my 20th birthday.
- For November,its fun of birthday celebration.
Goodbye to 2008,here i come 2009!!
Past
We all make mistakes. Sometimes they are very bad and cause ourselves and others much worry and suffering. We can be depressed and burdened with regret for many years, never forgiving ourselves, never forgetting our actions. Carrying on in this way is another big mistake, disturbing our lives in very unpleasant and painful ways.
It is not necessary. Worrying about something that has already happened is a complete waste of time if you just keep wishing that it hadn't happened. There is absolutely nothing you can do to change it.
Negative thoughts about the past will keep coming back again and again unless there are other thoughts occupying your mind. Begin feeding your brain with encouraging and fun ideas especially when that 'thing' from the past returns. Be generous, kind and forgiving to others and yourself.
You no longer have yesterday; you only have today and tomorrows.
It is not necessary. Worrying about something that has already happened is a complete waste of time if you just keep wishing that it hadn't happened. There is absolutely nothing you can do to change it.
Negative thoughts about the past will keep coming back again and again unless there are other thoughts occupying your mind. Begin feeding your brain with encouraging and fun ideas especially when that 'thing' from the past returns. Be generous, kind and forgiving to others and yourself.
You no longer have yesterday; you only have today and tomorrows.
today
Yesterday i missed BSM,today i joined all of them to badminton.hehe.I need some exersice,this holidays i ate alot without doing any exersice.Actually we planned to jog at Sabuga but almost every morning we cant wake up..LOL.:P
We played from 2pm til 4pm,Pei Err joined us and we really played well.My partner was Err for one time,i can felt the pressure since she is so pro in badminton..hehe.Lai and Tzu play well too,im kinda santai.
We went to have a look at Dinash kost,his kost has nice view at the top of the kost but kinda far.We have to walk inside if we come back from campus or wherever.But the view was nice though,can have a view of whole Bandung.hehe.
Pasteur was our next stop,we ate in front of Anata,like 'tai pai tong" in Malaysia.hehe.For a whole packet,only 10.000 rupiah,around RM3.60.OMG,the packet include one bowl of rice,one sayur goreng,one chicken and one pot of tea.hehe.but then we ordered green bean soup and some side dishes that i already forgot the name.haha.
Really syok today,tomorrow is the last day of 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!Cant wait for the countdown at Gedung Satte..hehe
We played from 2pm til 4pm,Pei Err joined us and we really played well.My partner was Err for one time,i can felt the pressure since she is so pro in badminton..hehe.Lai and Tzu play well too,im kinda santai.
We went to have a look at Dinash kost,his kost has nice view at the top of the kost but kinda far.We have to walk inside if we come back from campus or wherever.But the view was nice though,can have a view of whole Bandung.hehe.
Pasteur was our next stop,we ate in front of Anata,like 'tai pai tong" in Malaysia.hehe.For a whole packet,only 10.000 rupiah,around RM3.60.OMG,the packet include one bowl of rice,one sayur goreng,one chicken and one pot of tea.hehe.but then we ordered green bean soup and some side dishes that i already forgot the name.haha.
Really syok today,tomorrow is the last day of 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!Cant wait for the countdown at Gedung Satte..hehe
Monday, December 29
don't worry,be happy
"If you aren't happy, why aren't you?
Chances are it is because you want something which you do not have, objects or conditions. This is probably not a good enough reason and a review of your situation and perceptions may be in order.
You may have seen video of children in very poor countries laughing and playing, unconcerned that they should have more to be happy about. They are happy because they are playing, because they have their friends and family, and some food to eat that day. Everyone has the right to be happy, and if they can be in their situation, shouldn't you?"
Happiness is inside us, in our minds, in our thinking. It is not external material things or experiences, but the enjoyment of our thoughts and feelings. This is good because our thoughts, and therefore our happiness, are up to us.Start by reviewing the things that you have to be happy about and dwell on these. Don't overlook the little or basic things that you take for granted. Make a habit of substituting unhappy thoughts with happy thoughts. Whenever an unfavorable picture enters your mind, eject it and replace it with a pleasant one.
We all have some nice experiences to recollect and there are usually little pleasures around us most of the time. You can even imagine enjoyable experiences, and it will have a similar positive effect. Establish good principles and conduct yourself according to these principles. Love, or at least be tolerant of, your fellow humans. Don't strive too hard for that which, in the end, will not make you happier.
So,be happyyyyyyyyyyyy^^
Sunday, December 28
血型占卜^^
血型占卜
O型 A型 B型 AB型
(A)意志堅定的O型
樂觀豪爽，性格明朗外向，理智重於感情，意志堅定，有自信心，明辨善意，好出風頭、做事有決斷力，但是，個性比較頑固，缺乏謙讓之心，講究個人與利己主義。求知心最切，好奇心最大，好色最厲害的也是O型人，能作惡，也很會做好事，是O型的寫照。O型人是一個有魄力、有實行力的人，在社會裡容易獲得眾人的擁護，取得領導的地位，O型人結交朋友的意識很濃厚，由於強烈喜歡稱兄道弟，有時不免陷於濫教朋友之苦。O型人對於任何事物都有強烈的慾求，為了滿足希望，就不擇手段去爭取，如果偏向於物慾、權力慾、色慾等個人慾望時，終於導致眾叛親離的惡果。
你可能有的缺點：
慾望太大，會使人討厭
主張太多，好強，在工作上失去協調
專會為自己打算，又處處防範別人，容易遭受失敗之運
缺乏融合性，性情乖僻，個性暴躁
改進各缺點的方法：
O型的特徵是具有強烈的自我意識，若受到貶低或刺傷，必以頑強的態度抗拒，宜養成溫和柔性處世，喜歡競爭的O型，往想出人頭地，做事勿不擇手段，否則會得到反效果，改正缺乏融合性和傾於利己主義的缺點。
(B)善解人意的A型
性格較溫和，行動規矩，具責任感，做事很謹慎。感情豐富，誠實謙虛，但溫柔寡斷，多愁善感。
你可能有的缺點：
當A型人受不了外來環境之壓迫時，就想從現實中逃避
想得太多，自討苦吃，惹人討厭
為求完善無缺，招來工作上的困擾
因為悲觀，常使生活失常
改進各缺點的方法：
A型人從小應培養自我決斷力，做事要有計畫，並有付諸實行的魄力，多說話，多交際，樂觀處世，避免走向消極或保守的途徑， A型的心靈往往比較脆弱，易受損傷，要受得起被冷落的滋味。因欠創作性，自小應多做益智方面的遊戲。
(C)平易近人的B型
為人正直，是不會說謊的老實人，個性隨和，善於交際，思想曠達，富有創意；做事認真，只要其工作多變化，他會聚精會神，廢寢忘食去做，那些日以繼夜的作家、演員、開發新企業的企業家等等屬之。行動與判斷，都很敏捷，儘管處於苦境中也是滿不在乎，故有時被稱為『富有生活能力的人』。B型人對冒昧平生，馬上就會信任，而且容易感動流淚，所以B型就以富於人情味而容易和一般人親近，因此只要聽幾句好話，就受騙了。
你可能有的缺點：
處世不夠慎重，且獨斷獨行，大膽無恥的作人態度會使人討厭
因意志不堅，性情不定，容易見異思遷，如果沒有興趣的工作，及常常要更換職業以致失業
行為隨便，屬於不修邊幅型，處處馬虎
不重視典章規則，對於團體生活的規律不容易循規蹈矩地遵守
由於見異思遷的性格，所以喜歡做那些拈花惹草的風流事
覺得與社會越來越疏遠
改進各缺點的方法：
B型人缺乏定性與持續力，因此要訓練有始有終，耐心地完成工作。要專心於某一事物，以糾正其見異思遷的缺點。
(D)感覺敏銳的AB型
兼具A型與B型的特質，做事有計畫，但沒有耐性，容易衝動，直覺敏銳，不喜歡墨守成規，性情多變，有時表現極端的個性。善於待人接物，很注意合情合理性，討厭口是心非的人，具有強烈的批評精神。 AB型是不講人情，不談愛情的，男女關係在AB型看來是件極具單純的事情，不會像其他血型的人弄得那樣複雜。 AB型待人接物有其很和氣的一面，同時也喜歡說俏皮話來挖苦別人的一面，AB型的處事態度很積極，可是要他和別人融融恰恰地相處，不得罪任何人，那簡直是勉強禁絕了他的嗜好一樣。
你可能有的缺點：
太好說話，反而引人討厭
缺乏一貫努力，不能服務社會
做事不通人情，生活會陷於孤獨
身心憔悴，無精打采，缺少一種正常人所有的精力，總不想好好工作
改進各缺點的方法：
從小就讓AB型的小孩去和各種人接觸，或是參加O型人的活動，比較容易適應社會生活。
O型 A型 B型 AB型
(A)意志堅定的O型
樂觀豪爽，性格明朗外向，理智重於感情，意志堅定，有自信心，明辨善意，好出風頭、做事有決斷力，但是，個性比較頑固，缺乏謙讓之心，講究個人與利己主義。求知心最切，好奇心最大，好色最厲害的也是O型人，能作惡，也很會做好事，是O型的寫照。O型人是一個有魄力、有實行力的人，在社會裡容易獲得眾人的擁護，取得領導的地位，O型人結交朋友的意識很濃厚，由於強烈喜歡稱兄道弟，有時不免陷於濫教朋友之苦。O型人對於任何事物都有強烈的慾求，為了滿足希望，就不擇手段去爭取，如果偏向於物慾、權力慾、色慾等個人慾望時，終於導致眾叛親離的惡果。
你可能有的缺點：
慾望太大，會使人討厭
主張太多，好強，在工作上失去協調
專會為自己打算，又處處防範別人，容易遭受失敗之運
缺乏融合性，性情乖僻，個性暴躁
改進各缺點的方法：
O型的特徵是具有強烈的自我意識，若受到貶低或刺傷，必以頑強的態度抗拒，宜養成溫和柔性處世，喜歡競爭的O型，往想出人頭地，做事勿不擇手段，否則會得到反效果，改正缺乏融合性和傾於利己主義的缺點。
(B)善解人意的A型
性格較溫和，行動規矩，具責任感，做事很謹慎。感情豐富，誠實謙虛，但溫柔寡斷，多愁善感。
你可能有的缺點：
當A型人受不了外來環境之壓迫時，就想從現實中逃避
想得太多，自討苦吃，惹人討厭
為求完善無缺，招來工作上的困擾
因為悲觀，常使生活失常
改進各缺點的方法：
A型人從小應培養自我決斷力，做事要有計畫，並有付諸實行的魄力，多說話，多交際，樂觀處世，避免走向消極或保守的途徑， A型的心靈往往比較脆弱，易受損傷，要受得起被冷落的滋味。因欠創作性，自小應多做益智方面的遊戲。
(C)平易近人的B型
為人正直，是不會說謊的老實人，個性隨和，善於交際，思想曠達，富有創意；做事認真，只要其工作多變化，他會聚精會神，廢寢忘食去做，那些日以繼夜的作家、演員、開發新企業的企業家等等屬之。行動與判斷，都很敏捷，儘管處於苦境中也是滿不在乎，故有時被稱為『富有生活能力的人』。B型人對冒昧平生，馬上就會信任，而且容易感動流淚，所以B型就以富於人情味而容易和一般人親近，因此只要聽幾句好話，就受騙了。
你可能有的缺點：
處世不夠慎重，且獨斷獨行，大膽無恥的作人態度會使人討厭
因意志不堅，性情不定，容易見異思遷，如果沒有興趣的工作，及常常要更換職業以致失業
行為隨便，屬於不修邊幅型，處處馬虎
不重視典章規則，對於團體生活的規律不容易循規蹈矩地遵守
由於見異思遷的性格，所以喜歡做那些拈花惹草的風流事
覺得與社會越來越疏遠
改進各缺點的方法：
B型人缺乏定性與持續力，因此要訓練有始有終，耐心地完成工作。要專心於某一事物，以糾正其見異思遷的缺點。
(D)感覺敏銳的AB型
兼具A型與B型的特質，做事有計畫，但沒有耐性，容易衝動，直覺敏銳，不喜歡墨守成規，性情多變，有時表現極端的個性。善於待人接物，很注意合情合理性，討厭口是心非的人，具有強烈的批評精神。 AB型是不講人情，不談愛情的，男女關係在AB型看來是件極具單純的事情，不會像其他血型的人弄得那樣複雜。 AB型待人接物有其很和氣的一面，同時也喜歡說俏皮話來挖苦別人的一面，AB型的處事態度很積極，可是要他和別人融融恰恰地相處，不得罪任何人，那簡直是勉強禁絕了他的嗜好一樣。
你可能有的缺點：
太好說話，反而引人討厭
缺乏一貫努力，不能服務社會
做事不通人情，生活會陷於孤獨
身心憔悴，無精打采，缺少一種正常人所有的精力，總不想好好工作
改進各缺點的方法：
從小就讓AB型的小孩去和各種人接觸，或是參加O型人的活動，比較容易適應社會生活。
early morning
Woke early one morning,
the earth lay cool and still,
when suddenly a tiny bird,
perched on my window sill,
it sang a song so lovely,
so carefree and so gay,
that slowly all my troubles,
began to slip away,
it sang of far off places,
of laughter and of fun,
it seemed his very song,
brought out the morning sun,
I pulled back the covers,
and crept slowly out of bed,
and gently shut the window,
and crushed his freaking head,
I'm not a morning person :p
the earth lay cool and still,
when suddenly a tiny bird,
perched on my window sill,
it sang a song so lovely,
so carefree and so gay,
that slowly all my troubles,
began to slip away,
it sang of far off places,
of laughter and of fun,
it seemed his very song,
brought out the morning sun,
I pulled back the covers,
and crept slowly out of bed,
and gently shut the window,
and crushed his freaking head,
I'm not a morning person :p
Saturday, December 27
Top 10 reasons for dating a pharmacist
Taken from somewhere and i think its cool....hehe
1-Very clean life style and bed style too.
2-We are well trained to listen.
3-Drug Dealers….with a license! Hell yea..
4-Free drugs, condoms, and birth control pills…We play safe!
5-When it comes to measures we are precise, gentle, and got a whole bunch of leaks before reaching the end point! lol,don’t u just love Titration?!
6-We know quite enough anatomy, to know what works and where.
7-We own a variety of lotions, creams and gels, and aren't afraid to use them.
8-We do it over the counter, in the car, and on hospital beds all day long.
9-We never miss a target ;)
10-Love is all about chemistry, right?…Well so is Pharmacy !
1-Very clean life style and bed style too.
2-We are well trained to listen.
3-Drug Dealers….with a license! Hell yea..
4-Free drugs, condoms, and birth control pills…We play safe!
5-When it comes to measures we are precise, gentle, and got a whole bunch of leaks before reaching the end point! lol,don’t u just love Titration?!
6-We know quite enough anatomy, to know what works and where.
7-We own a variety of lotions, creams and gels, and aren't afraid to use them.
8-We do it over the counter, in the car, and on hospital beds all day long.
9-We never miss a target ;)
10-Love is all about chemistry, right?…Well so is Pharmacy !
Friday, December 26
Thought of the day
WHY WORRY??
AND HAVE WRINKLES?
WHEN YOU CAN SMILE
AND HAVE DIMPLES.
IT'S HARD TO BE MAD.
IT'S EASY TO BE GLAD.
After 2 weeks of struggling inside myself,i made up my mind,i need to solve problem.And now i feel relief...
AND HAVE WRINKLES?
WHEN YOU CAN SMILE
AND HAVE DIMPLES.
IT'S HARD TO BE MAD.
IT'S EASY TO BE GLAD.
After 2 weeks of struggling inside myself,i made up my mind,i need to solve problem.And now i feel relief...
Maybe i should...
Maybe i need to be more understandable,
Maybe i should realise what people think about me,
Maybe i should be less sensitive,
Maybe i should realise that im wrong in some ways,
Maybe i should change my attitude,
Maybe i should realise that not all people think the same thing like me,
Maybe i should understand people from their point of view,
I should realise what's wrong with me....Maybe the way i express myself will hurt someone that i don't mean to,especially my friends.
Its not a "MAYBE",its a must. I don't blame people to tell me the truth,i just blame myself for my own attitude.
Finally i realised and i know its my fault.
Maybe i should realise what people think about me,
Maybe i should be less sensitive,
Maybe i should realise that im wrong in some ways,
Maybe i should change my attitude,
Maybe i should realise that not all people think the same thing like me,
Maybe i should understand people from their point of view,
I should realise what's wrong with me....Maybe the way i express myself will hurt someone that i don't mean to,especially my friends.
Its not a "MAYBE",its a must. I don't blame people to tell me the truth,i just blame myself for my own attitude.
Finally i realised and i know its my fault.
Christmas
Christmas celebration finally over,i really had a great time with all my friends here. Though some of them already went back to Malaysia but i still want them to have a great time with their family and friends.
I enjoyed my Christmas very much and more and more activities that we will celebrate together here.We laugh together,we have lunch and dinner together,we laugh together,we exchanged present together,we play together...............and lots of stuff that we did together..
This was the best Christmas i had ever..^^
I enjoyed my Christmas very much and more and more activities that we will celebrate together here.We laugh together,we have lunch and dinner together,we laugh together,we exchanged present together,we play together...............and lots of stuff that we did together..
This was the best Christmas i had ever..^^
Saturday, December 20
To my mum
YOU SUPPORT ME ALWAYS,
THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD,
YOU WERE NOT ONLY MY MOM
BUT ALSO MY DAD
YOU GAVE ME LIFE IN THE BEGUINNING
ADVICE WHEN I WAS OLDER
A KISS ON THE CHEEK
A PAT ON THE SHOULDER
YOU GIVE ME THE COURAGE
THE WILL TO GO ON
AS BEAUTIFUL AS A ROSE
MORE SWEET THAN A SONG
I NEED YOU HERE FOR ME
MORE THAN EVER BEFORE
I LOVE SEEING YOUR SMILE
MUM,I MISS YOU ALOT...
Daughter
Tian
THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD,
YOU WERE NOT ONLY MY MOM
BUT ALSO MY DAD
YOU GAVE ME LIFE IN THE BEGUINNING
ADVICE WHEN I WAS OLDER
A KISS ON THE CHEEK
A PAT ON THE SHOULDER
YOU GIVE ME THE COURAGE
THE WILL TO GO ON
AS BEAUTIFUL AS A ROSE
MORE SWEET THAN A SONG
I NEED YOU HERE FOR ME
MORE THAN EVER BEFORE
I LOVE SEEING YOUR SMILE
MUM,I MISS YOU ALOT...
Daughter
Tian
Thursday, December 18
The person I long to be
The day light breaks again
Another day has begun.
But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary
My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking
But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide
Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over
And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary
And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.
Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.
I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.
Another day has begun.
But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary
My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking
But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.
Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide
Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over
And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary
And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.
Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.
I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.
Little piece of my thinking
Am i expecting too much?or i tend to think too much?i want to be tough but something and some people keep blocking my way.Its is freaking true what my friends told me bout university's life.God sent something and some people to make us become stronger and tougher.However,thanx to my friends who supported me. You all make a great friends here.^^
Wednesday, December 17
My feelings
We each have feelings, me and you,
Sometimes we're happy and sometimes we're blue.
When something scares us, we feel afraid,
We all feel proud of something we've made.
When we want to know more, we feel curious.
When we slip on the floor, we feel furious.
We sometimes feel lonely when there's nothing to do.
We sometimes feel hunger when there's nothing to chew.
We all feel excited when we make a new friend,
I'm feeling sorry 'cause my poem must end.^^
Sometimes we're happy and sometimes we're blue.
When something scares us, we feel afraid,
We all feel proud of something we've made.
When we want to know more, we feel curious.
When we slip on the floor, we feel furious.
We sometimes feel lonely when there's nothing to do.
We sometimes feel hunger when there's nothing to chew.
We all feel excited when we make a new friend,
I'm feeling sorry 'cause my poem must end.^^
Holiday mood
Holidays coming soon,i can forget everything and just relax and play.hehe.now i started to be very santai,haha.I really have no mood to study.Christmas coming soon,i have some wishes during Christmas!!Just wait....i will PLAY!!!HOHOHOHOHO.......
Tuesday, December 9
Terrible ending
I think i reached the hospital around 1am in the morning,i was suffer in pain.I went to the Emergency unit,this was what my friends told me.I cannot remember at all.The nurse gave me sodium choride in dripping.My hand was pain cos the needle poked through my vein.I knew that Devika,Jeevan,Arevin and Dinash was there.Thanx to you all,u all came even it was midnight.I kept going to the toilet and vomit.I got diarrhea.Haiz..I had got out from the bed to thew toilet for hundred and hundred of times.I had to admitted to the hospital ward,cos my condition was quite serious.Caryn stayed with me for the whole night.
She sure cannot sleep for that night.But thanx to her la,she help me to put cold towel on my forehead when i got fever.When i went to toilet she will accompanied me and took my dripping with me.She left at around 7am,and Tzu tzu took over.I felt bad for her,cos she had not enough sleep and they all got chemistry exam this Friday.She helped me the same thing as Caryn did.Around 11am,Bestari,Teddy and Mukmin came and visited me in their new and ncie clothes.Im the only one that looked like crap,with my blue coloured teddy bear pyjamas.haha.We have some talked and they went for Hari Raya Korban feast at Yasmin house.I cannot eat.haiz.Took plain bubur and water.Haiz..Err err,Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun and Wen wen came after them.Tzu tzu already went back and thwey joined them together.Err Err watched out for me fro awhile,i felt tired la.I having fever but the nurse said my body temperature was normal,but after i woke up my whole body was hot.After the nurse checked only knew that i got 38.5,high fever.Huh...that room was quite stuffy and hot.NO wonder i get fever.
After that,Tzu2 accompanied me,she studied Chemistry and listened to music.I slept off,she told me Andrew dropped by when i was sleeping.Paiseh..haha.Around 6pm Andrew came and Tzu2 went back,pity her.She vomited too,and she looked tired.I talked to Andrew and i had my bubur for my dinner,again.Andrew got exam the next day but he still came and accompanied me.Thanx thanx ya!Arevin dropped by and we chatted for some times,he is a very nice friends and senior.He came twice.hehe.Nethiya,Vicky and narmatha came after Arevin,Andrew had to leave cos he wanted to study.haha.I vomited again,and Nethiya decided to stay back and look after me.
I chatted with her and talked bout many things.She has a good and nice family which care for her so much,i listened to her and she gave me bread for my dinner.I throwed out my bubur and i only can eat bread and water.They bought me Pocari Sweat and biscuits,so sweet of you girls!I slept at around 9.30pm,i really tired after the diarrhea thing.adui!!This morning Nethiya went back and i rest until 7am.The nurse woke me up and wanted me to have my breakfast and bath.This morning i felt better,my diarrhea stop already.They all got class so they cannot come.Around 11am,Caryn came and wanted to take me out.Tzu2,Wen2,Lai they all wanted to come and picked me up but i have to discharged before 12,if not they will charged extra.F4 wanted to come also,but i already wana discharged.haha.The total payment was around 1 juta rupiah.Still ok la,not really expensive.i went home with Caryn.
And here i am,Blogging again.I swear i don’t want to admit to hospital again.This is really my worst experience ever.First time admitted to hospital and it is at Indonesia.Realy cannot tahan the food here,all so dirty.Got food poisoning liao la!!!!!!HUIYO!! Realy cannot tahan!
She sure cannot sleep for that night.But thanx to her la,she help me to put cold towel on my forehead when i got fever.When i went to toilet she will accompanied me and took my dripping with me.She left at around 7am,and Tzu tzu took over.I felt bad for her,cos she had not enough sleep and they all got chemistry exam this Friday.She helped me the same thing as Caryn did.Around 11am,Bestari,Teddy and Mukmin came and visited me in their new and ncie clothes.Im the only one that looked like crap,with my blue coloured teddy bear pyjamas.haha.We have some talked and they went for Hari Raya Korban feast at Yasmin house.I cannot eat.haiz.Took plain bubur and water.Haiz..Err err,Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun and Wen wen came after them.Tzu tzu already went back and thwey joined them together.Err Err watched out for me fro awhile,i felt tired la.I having fever but the nurse said my body temperature was normal,but after i woke up my whole body was hot.After the nurse checked only knew that i got 38.5,high fever.Huh...that room was quite stuffy and hot.NO wonder i get fever.
After that,Tzu2 accompanied me,she studied Chemistry and listened to music.I slept off,she told me Andrew dropped by when i was sleeping.Paiseh..haha.Around 6pm Andrew came and Tzu2 went back,pity her.She vomited too,and she looked tired.I talked to Andrew and i had my bubur for my dinner,again.Andrew got exam the next day but he still came and accompanied me.Thanx thanx ya!Arevin dropped by and we chatted for some times,he is a very nice friends and senior.He came twice.hehe.Nethiya,Vicky and narmatha came after Arevin,Andrew had to leave cos he wanted to study.haha.I vomited again,and Nethiya decided to stay back and look after me.
I chatted with her and talked bout many things.She has a good and nice family which care for her so much,i listened to her and she gave me bread for my dinner.I throwed out my bubur and i only can eat bread and water.They bought me Pocari Sweat and biscuits,so sweet of you girls!I slept at around 9.30pm,i really tired after the diarrhea thing.adui!!This morning Nethiya went back and i rest until 7am.The nurse woke me up and wanted me to have my breakfast and bath.This morning i felt better,my diarrhea stop already.They all got class so they cannot come.Around 11am,Caryn came and wanted to take me out.Tzu2,Wen2,Lai they all wanted to come and picked me up but i have to discharged before 12,if not they will charged extra.F4 wanted to come also,but i already wana discharged.haha.The total payment was around 1 juta rupiah.Still ok la,not really expensive.i went home with Caryn.
And here i am,Blogging again.I swear i don’t want to admit to hospital again.This is really my worst experience ever.First time admitted to hospital and it is at Indonesia.Realy cannot tahan the food here,all so dirty.Got food poisoning liao la!!!!!!HUIYO!! Realy cannot tahan!
happy begining
I had the worst weekend ever,the story started like this...
Wenwen came to our house this week,we have great time together,usual thing,watching drama,movies,gossiping and crazy-ing.Err err badminton tournament was in the afternoon,it was her final so we decided to support her.It rained heavily,me,Tzu,Wen and Lee Chin went together.The competition ended very fast,because Err Err not in her top performance that day,but she definitely won the audience heart.hehe.try again next time,Err Err.
After the competition,Lee Chin wanted to drink hot cabbage soup,so we all went to Borma and bought white cabbage and some biscuits.After we went home,me and Wenwen cooked together,since Tzu2 and Lee Chin ware lazy.== We cooked together and Tzu2 joined us after some times,i accidently poured in too much of white pepper.OMG!I didn’t realise the hole was big.haha.We drink that pot of soup together,it was super duper hot and spicy,we hardly finished the soup.haha.
We having our dinner with the guys(Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun,Azwan) around 7pm,We went to Javan Steak House,Adan took us there before.Actually the day before that we wanna go but they already wanted to close the shop,at 9pm!SWT! I had Chicken Ala Romano and ice chocolate for my dinner.It was nice,but the best part still not yet happen.haha.After dinner we went home,but after that we realised that we forgot to buy MANGO!The mango at SImpang is very sweet and juicy.Yum,Yum..We spent 1000 rupiah and took angkot go back to SImpang again.haha.KInda crazy..but..what to do?we like it^^
Wen2 wanted to play Tarot card with Tzu2,but after we went home we santai-santai awhile.After taking bath,i went online and chatting in MSN.But i felt my stomach very pain.i cant realy sit in proper way,i have to bent down my body.After some times,i cannot take it.I went to the sink and vomited.i cant really tell how many times i vomited,even my stomach already empty but i still throwed liquid out.Even Yati also feel like vomiting after she have seen my condition.Poor girl.On the way back to my room,i fainted.Oh Gosh,i never fainted before.I really had no energy to walk.The last thing i colud remember was everyone was beside me and called for my name.I think i nearly passed out.My hand and legs were numb,i cannot feel anything.I heard Wen wen,Tzu2,Caryn,Yati,Nethiya,Vicky,Vaishi called for my name.But i don’t know what happened to me that time.All my friends were panic,I refused to go to Rumah Sakit Boromeous,but my friends insisted.They called for a taxi and bring me to hospital.Lee Chin,ibu and Caryn accompanied me.
To be continue..........
Wenwen came to our house this week,we have great time together,usual thing,watching drama,movies,gossiping and crazy-ing.Err err badminton tournament was in the afternoon,it was her final so we decided to support her.It rained heavily,me,Tzu,Wen and Lee Chin went together.The competition ended very fast,because Err Err not in her top performance that day,but she definitely won the audience heart.hehe.try again next time,Err Err.
After the competition,Lee Chin wanted to drink hot cabbage soup,so we all went to Borma and bought white cabbage and some biscuits.After we went home,me and Wenwen cooked together,since Tzu2 and Lee Chin ware lazy.== We cooked together and Tzu2 joined us after some times,i accidently poured in too much of white pepper.OMG!I didn’t realise the hole was big.haha.We drink that pot of soup together,it was super duper hot and spicy,we hardly finished the soup.haha.
We having our dinner with the guys(Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun,Azwan) around 7pm,We went to Javan Steak House,Adan took us there before.Actually the day before that we wanna go but they already wanted to close the shop,at 9pm!SWT! I had Chicken Ala Romano and ice chocolate for my dinner.It was nice,but the best part still not yet happen.haha.After dinner we went home,but after that we realised that we forgot to buy MANGO!The mango at SImpang is very sweet and juicy.Yum,Yum..We spent 1000 rupiah and took angkot go back to SImpang again.haha.KInda crazy..but..what to do?we like it^^
Wen2 wanted to play Tarot card with Tzu2,but after we went home we santai-santai awhile.After taking bath,i went online and chatting in MSN.But i felt my stomach very pain.i cant realy sit in proper way,i have to bent down my body.After some times,i cannot take it.I went to the sink and vomited.i cant really tell how many times i vomited,even my stomach already empty but i still throwed liquid out.Even Yati also feel like vomiting after she have seen my condition.Poor girl.On the way back to my room,i fainted.Oh Gosh,i never fainted before.I really had no energy to walk.The last thing i colud remember was everyone was beside me and called for my name.I think i nearly passed out.My hand and legs were numb,i cannot feel anything.I heard Wen wen,Tzu2,Caryn,Yati,Nethiya,Vicky,Vaishi called for my name.But i don’t know what happened to me that time.All my friends were panic,I refused to go to Rumah Sakit Boromeous,but my friends insisted.They called for a taxi and bring me to hospital.Lee Chin,ibu and Caryn accompanied me.
To be continue..........
Sunday, December 7
給花開一個機會
那年，她大學畢業到報社做一名小編輯。她不大愛說話，一個人靜靜地編稿，或靜靜地看英語書。同事都知道她在準備考研究院，還知道她間中會收到北京某所大學的來信。應該是一名男生的信。她在拆信時會流露出一點無法掩飾的熱切，幾頁紙，卻看得忽悲忽喜。這一切，都悉數收入了他的眼底。他們的辦公室隔著窄窄的走廊。她偶爾抬起頭來向對面望去，又快速地把視線轉到別處。暗中猜測著她在看自己，還是辦公桌前擺的那盆茉莉。茉莉有半人高，枝葉扶疏，滿株翠綠，正是要進入花季了。他小心地把茉莉搬到她面前，拜託她替他照看一下，他要去異地採訪一個多月時間。她有短暫的驚訝，之後抱歉地說：“我怕養不好。”他一笑：“沒關係。這茉莉很好養的，記得給它澆水就行了。”
她每天依舊靜靜地編稿、看書，再有空閒就是不忘為那盆茉莉澆水。茉莉長得很快。那些嫩枝猛地亂長，偏偏長不出花苞。她想到了自己，為了那個在北京念研究生的男孩，除了到北京讀研外，沒有更好的辦法。她的愛需要拼命地踮起腳尖，爬著梯子才能夠到。他採訪回來了，她抱歉地說：“對不起，我沒養好，只長葉子不開花。”他依舊一笑，走到茉莉前仔細地折去那些新梢：“這些太長的部分要掐掉，否則是不會開花的。”她的心一痛，眼裡忽地就有了淚。他輕輕地握住她的手，看定她的眼睛：“給花開一個機會，給愛一個機會，給我一個機會，好嗎？”茉莉最後還是留在了她的辦公室裡。半個月後，已是滿室馥鬱的花香。
節錄自<<愛情的模樣>>
Saturday, December 6
Three steps towards friendship...
The first step to make friends with someone is to make them like you. If they don’t like you in the first place, it is unlikely that they’ll be eager to become your friends. To let someone know that you are genuinely interested in them, simple gestures like a little smile and calling him by his name can lay the basic foundation. To make the other person feel important you need to be a good listener and encourage the other person to talk. Give your honest and sincere opinion but do not overtly criticize or make fun of him or her.
The second step is to develop a mutual consideration between each other. We need to share his or her perspective and for that it is necessary for us to develop an inclination to see things from the other person’s point of view. To become best of friends we must show a genuine concern and consideration for our friend’s desires and opinions.
The third and final step towards friendship is to show unconditional support and encouragement towards your friend. Moreover, we also need to be very clear about our expectations from our friend. If what we expect from the person we want to befriend, matches with what that person can and want to contribute in friendship, the developing friendship between us is assured to flourish, making all of us gratified with mutual emotional bonding.
The second step is to develop a mutual consideration between each other. We need to share his or her perspective and for that it is necessary for us to develop an inclination to see things from the other person’s point of view. To become best of friends we must show a genuine concern and consideration for our friend’s desires and opinions.
The third and final step towards friendship is to show unconditional support and encouragement towards your friend. Moreover, we also need to be very clear about our expectations from our friend. If what we expect from the person we want to befriend, matches with what that person can and want to contribute in friendship, the developing friendship between us is assured to flourish, making all of us gratified with mutual emotional bonding.
Specially dedicated to:
My best friends:Jojo and Ching
My secondary close frens:Wei Yan,JIng Ying,Edwin and Edison
My ITB(Malaysia) frends:Tzu tzu,Wen wen,Lai lai,Joon gor,Lee Chin,Pei Err,Teek Hun,Caryn anne,Devika,Yati,Nethiya,Vicky and Narmatha
My ITB(indonesia) frens:Ray ray,Andrew-little boy,Andika and WJ
and my frens who supported me for so long..thanx..love u all..muacksss.You all lighten up my days.^^
playful weekend
I really screwed up my physics paper..out of 5 question i managed to do only 1 or 2 questions.haha.The last question i know how to do but then i go no time,i waste lotz of time in the fourth question.I just hope that i can pass for this paper.i don't really aim for an A.haha.but i got no idea what result i will get.Just forget it,along come the Chemistry..SWT==
This two weeks i can hardly breath,the exam doesn't stop at all.i will be busy until 20th of december.ahha.Err err won for the badminton tournament semifinal,againts an indon girl.She won,obviously.haha.Congrate her.Wen wen come to our kost and stay for 3 days,we reallyu have great time together and watched Ghost Game.Its quite scary,i get scare many times.But i can sleep soundly through the nite.haha.
This weekend pass by very fast because we play and play and play..ahha
This two weeks i can hardly breath,the exam doesn't stop at all.i will be busy until 20th of december.ahha.Err err won for the badminton tournament semifinal,againts an indon girl.She won,obviously.haha.Congrate her.Wen wen come to our kost and stay for 3 days,we reallyu have great time together and watched Ghost Game.Its quite scary,i get scare many times.But i can sleep soundly through the nite.haha.
This weekend pass by very fast because we play and play and play..ahha
Thursday, December 4
I dont need a reason to be happy..
Do I need a reason to be happy?Caryn asked me why im soo damn happy this few days,but i really dont know what is the reason.I just feel happy.At least im not desperate or sad..hahaha.
I really don't know,but im truely happy this few days!^^
I really don't know,but im truely happy this few days!^^
Wednesday, December 3
Simplyyy
Oh my God,I got my UTS 2..Physics again?!What?This is my weakest subject,i don't know why my brain not good in calculating and resoning problems.But now my calculus not bad,still can cope with it.LOts of exam coming soon,im nervous but in the same time im going back to MALAYSIA,16th of Januray.after 5 months,finally i can go home.A place that is really my home.i miss my mummy,daddy,ann ann and boy boy.I will go home and we celebrtate CNY together.hehe.
Gambateh to all my friends who going to sit for an exam soon....After exam we go out kai kai,and play together la..hehe.^^
Gambateh to all my friends who going to sit for an exam soon....After exam we go out kai kai,and play together la..hehe.^^
Tuesday, December 2
Monday, December 1
What i think
下雨天了，该怎么办？这里老是下雨，我的很混乱可是我还是开不了口，向我的朋友们诉苦。每个人都有他们的问题，多余的问题只会让人心烦。我很想念我的好友们，晴和盈。虽然我有时重覆着一样的问题但是你们从不埋怨的陪我聊到天亮。
我要的不是物质上的享受，更不是肤浅的甜言蜜语，但是我得到的却是这些。我明白没有一个人是完美的，包括我，可是我就得不到一颗真诚的心和我需要的他吗？朋友都说我已经很幸福了，总是很有魅力可以得到男生的青睐，无可否认我很开心，但这并不代表我需要的是这些。我宁可只有一个追求我而我也喜欢他的男生。这样不是更幸福吗？
我不喜欢你因为你眼中只有你自己，你以为你很了不起吗？有时候，女生要的并不是浪漫和感动，是需要彼此有欣赏对方的感觉。没了那种感觉，再多的钻石也打动不了我的心。
爱情不能勉强。。。。。也不能做比较。
Chee Shu Wen's Day
Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to Wenwen....This was the song i sang to her,a friend of mine who is easy going,funny and pretty girl from Kelantan.Before i came here,she told me that we will become good classmate and good friend.Now we are quite close to each other.hehe.Am i rite shuwen?29th of November is her birthday,we will celebrate together with those KMB guys(Andika,Andrew,WJ and Ray)
Ray fetched us in front of Sheraton,we have to walk down all the way from our kost to Sheraton,its super duper hot,but kinda lucky,at least we no need to take angkot(kiri-kiri) again.haha.Ray was pretty quiet,he seldom talk and just smile when we asked or talked something stupid.Language was the main problem,but the whole car full of talkative girls,so i think still not that bad.haha.Oh ya,our senior Err Err very beh paiseh,she wanted Ray to go to Tubagus and picked her up.Sweat== realy beh paiseh and cannot tahan her,but senior mah...have to hormat her abit.haha.
We went to PVJ for the birthday celebration,Err err and me went to buy movie tickets and the rest of them(Ray,Tzutzu,Lee chin and Wenwen)went to the restaurant.We choosed The Black Book,it was a Dutch movie,Tzutzu’s idea.We wait and see the movie nice or not.haha.I tot was Pancake Parlour but they wanna eat Duck King.haha.We waited them for so long only we realised they were actually in Duck King,kena boom again.Around 2pm Andika,WJ and Andrew reached the Duck king,and guess what?Andika in purple!!!!!!I guess all of them were shock but we pretend nothing happen.He?in pirple?Wj told me that Andika noe Wenwen like purple colour,but that day our main target was WJ and Tzutzu.The lunch was ok but its bloody expensive.62k rupiah,bloody hell!The duck was expensive,stupid bebek.WEnwen got a cake from Wj,Andika,Andrew and Ray(i will call them F4 later),i think was black forest cake.From Kartika Sari,nice of course!
Black Book..hmm..the movie started of very boring,lee chin was grumbling all the time.But it was bored indeed,Tzutzu idea.Ah ma idea.haha.But the funny part was the 18SX part.Adui,i cannot tahan anymore,so horny that part.I don wanna mention bout it,Lailai,Tzutzu kept laughing,lee chin and me hide beside the beg.Mr lim lagi teruk,he acted so funny and weird.haha.But the F4 seem very chill and Ok with it.That little boy from Jakarta was ok,cool and calm too.Sweat=.= The movie took us 3 hours,damn long.But it was nice,and the climax was truely unpredictable.
Karaoke session..deng,deng,deng...we can listen to F4,but they are not the real F4,i think they are way more better than the Taiwan F4.haha.We have our cake inside the place and sing till our saliva dried already.haha.I exaggerate too much.LOL.WJ good in singing,little boy quite shy but he managed to sing a few songs.but he is good in singing too.haha.Andika,Ray and Mr Lim kinda gay sometimes,they will sing love song together.haha.The best part was,Andika and Mr Lim look exactly like brothers.My God!haha.
Ah..tired....next year we should combine all the birthday...If not i will broke,bangkrup and get crazy.But it was fun,i like to hang out with the KMB guys.Frindship forever ya!!
PS:Wen,that day you truly happy??Dont tell me i need to sing ‘ni bu shi zheng zhen de kuai le’ to you har..haha.Enjoy ur 20th and next year we celebrate together again ya..^^
Ray fetched us in front of Sheraton,we have to walk down all the way from our kost to Sheraton,its super duper hot,but kinda lucky,at least we no need to take angkot(kiri-kiri) again.haha.Ray was pretty quiet,he seldom talk and just smile when we asked or talked something stupid.Language was the main problem,but the whole car full of talkative girls,so i think still not that bad.haha.Oh ya,our senior Err Err very beh paiseh,she wanted Ray to go to Tubagus and picked her up.Sweat== realy beh paiseh and cannot tahan her,but senior mah...have to hormat her abit.haha.
We went to PVJ for the birthday celebration,Err err and me went to buy movie tickets and the rest of them(Ray,Tzutzu,Lee chin and Wenwen)went to the restaurant.We choosed The Black Book,it was a Dutch movie,Tzutzu’s idea.We wait and see the movie nice or not.haha.I tot was Pancake Parlour but they wanna eat Duck King.haha.We waited them for so long only we realised they were actually in Duck King,kena boom again.Around 2pm Andika,WJ and Andrew reached the Duck king,and guess what?Andika in purple!!!!!!I guess all of them were shock but we pretend nothing happen.He?in pirple?Wj told me that Andika noe Wenwen like purple colour,but that day our main target was WJ and Tzutzu.The lunch was ok but its bloody expensive.62k rupiah,bloody hell!The duck was expensive,stupid bebek.WEnwen got a cake from Wj,Andika,Andrew and Ray(i will call them F4 later),i think was black forest cake.From Kartika Sari,nice of course!
Black Book..hmm..the movie started of very boring,lee chin was grumbling all the time.But it was bored indeed,Tzutzu idea.Ah ma idea.haha.But the funny part was the 18SX part.Adui,i cannot tahan anymore,so horny that part.I don wanna mention bout it,Lailai,Tzutzu kept laughing,lee chin and me hide beside the beg.Mr lim lagi teruk,he acted so funny and weird.haha.But the F4 seem very chill and Ok with it.That little boy from Jakarta was ok,cool and calm too.Sweat=.= The movie took us 3 hours,damn long.But it was nice,and the climax was truely unpredictable.
Karaoke session..deng,deng,deng...we can listen to F4,but they are not the real F4,i think they are way more better than the Taiwan F4.haha.We have our cake inside the place and sing till our saliva dried already.haha.I exaggerate too much.LOL.WJ good in singing,little boy quite shy but he managed to sing a few songs.but he is good in singing too.haha.Andika,Ray and Mr Lim kinda gay sometimes,they will sing love song together.haha.The best part was,Andika and Mr Lim look exactly like brothers.My God!haha.
Ah..tired....next year we should combine all the birthday...If not i will broke,bangkrup and get crazy.But it was fun,i like to hang out with the KMB guys.Frindship forever ya!!
PS:Wen,that day you truly happy??Dont tell me i need to sing ‘ni bu shi zheng zhen de kuai le’ to you har..haha.Enjoy ur 20th and next year we celebrate together again ya..^^
Thursday, November 27
Aza-aza fighting!!!!!@@
My mid term 2 'kick off' today,my weakest subject during STPM!Calculus..Huh..good luck to all my friends and classmate,hope you all can do well in the exam 3pm later.Gambateh nehz...
Wednesday, November 26
Hehe...
Last comp lab,and i dono wat im doin today in the lab.haha.most probably check out cute guys,but honestly no cute guys there.haha.Pharmacy faculty seldom handsome guys.LOL.But that guy who went with clubbing with us keep looking at me,i not perasan la,but julie told me too.haha.i found that he is cute,for me.but he look at me quite often but he don wanna talk to me,even i tried to smile at him,he will look away.Crazy!! But i feel happy,wakaka...
Wen Wen birthday is coming soon,cant wait to celebrate with her.haha.
Monday, November 24
cRAzYY
ITB make me gone crazy,i just want to cry out loud!!I cannot take it anymore,too much of assignments,too much of lab reports,too much of presentation,too much of quiz and too much of exams..and its continuosly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love is blind
People say that you're no good for me
People say it constantly
I hear it said so much
I repeat it in my sleep
Maybe I am just a fool for you
Maybe youre no angel too
But all that talk is cheap
When Im alone with you
If love is blind
Ill find my way with you
Cause I cant see myself
Not in love with you
If love is blind
Ill find my way with you
All the world is crazy anyway
Whats it matter what they say
If Im the one thats wrong
Then let in be my mistake
You wouldnt be with me tonight if I didnt feel I was right
What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now
Sunday, November 23
Missing You
Like an open wound Of a lonely soldier,
You hurt.
Like an absence Scattered into thousand echoes,
You scream.
Like a flame Of a red sand,
You burn.
Love of the unloved.
You hurt.
Like an absence Scattered into thousand echoes,
You scream.
Like a flame Of a red sand,
You burn.
Love of the unloved.
HeArtBreaKIng MomeNt
Izit another break up season again?It seems break up has a season,and most the couple around me will break up and ended a relationship.I don’t have a boy friend but i feel the pain,i gone thru this kinda situation before.Everyone saying that if we realy love someone,the relationship will last long and can resist any challenges or obstacles.But,after the problems which my friends having i don’t think that only love can make a relationship strong.Its a mutual relationship,it needs both the gal and guy to manage it together.If one party doesn’t feel ok with the long distance,the relationship will end.I don’t understand,when my parent been together last time,they don’t even have a handphone and internet like now,they only can keep in touch with each other through mails,but their relationship last till now,even after they have their own family.Distance is an excuse,if you realy love that guy or gal you wont simply ended up a relationship,but its hard for the couple to stay far apart.I feel sad,my ex bf broke up with me because i stay at Kulim and he just went to study at Penang,can you imagine?its just a one hour journey and he said we are too far apart,he cannot stand the distance.This is how i broke up with my guy,the pain is long lasting,i wont forget the way he said it to me. I realy love that guy,i will love him with all my heart,but this has to depend on him too.I just hope that my friends who got bf/gf in Malaysia can have long lasting relationship,and those who have someone they like in Msia will have a good ending,and to my friends who just broke up with their beloved will get out from the pain and continue their life.
温柔
走在风中今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过
天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由
自由这是我的温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过
天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由
自由这是我的温柔
Saturday, November 22
wow~~~nice day
wow..I tot i can have exercise but after the jogging the day before i realy too tired for that,and its the time of the month.haha.I just went to Cisitu and see they playing.Lai lai was playing with Tzu tzu.I guess they won,but im not sure busy talking with our senior.Mr Lim will cook "la mei rice" 2nite,all of us going because of that and Dani is going.haha.My favourite Dani,but unfortunately he got pacar cewek already.haha.Mr Lim still having secret affair with him,but i realy got no chance anymore.haha.Lailai and I went to pick up him in front of ITB library.While waiting for him,i and Lailai had a talk.The talk made me think of my past.Sweet and sour..^^
Anthony was there when we arrived at Cisitu,we just have some talk.But they both seldom talk,Mr Lim did the talking and open up conversation most of the time.Mr lim la mei rice quite nice but its kinda sticky.haha.We decided to go to a buddhist temple the following day and can eat PORK rice.haha.
We took Cisitu angkot and have a 25 min ride to that place,cos nobody noe that place so everyone walked quite a long way.I was tired,my leg and stomach pain.but i wanna go to that temple since so long i never prat,my UTS 2 is coming soon.haha.and i dint study at all.LOL.I pray and pray and pray.I want somethg and I want someone.^^oh ya,i have my prok roce today.walaoye!!!!!so nice.its liek chicken rice in malaysia.MY GOD!!i love it very very very much.
We went to Pasar Baru after that,i love the Kebaya and according to that profesional mr lim,he said its very cheap,around rm40.hehe.I will buy it and wear it if there is any traditional occasion here.I realy canot tahan the pain,maybe masuk angin.I have to go beck.now im ok abit.haha.
I love my life here,and I hope my prayer will come true~
Anthony was there when we arrived at Cisitu,we just have some talk.But they both seldom talk,Mr Lim did the talking and open up conversation most of the time.Mr lim la mei rice quite nice but its kinda sticky.haha.We decided to go to a buddhist temple the following day and can eat PORK rice.haha.
We took Cisitu angkot and have a 25 min ride to that place,cos nobody noe that place so everyone walked quite a long way.I was tired,my leg and stomach pain.but i wanna go to that temple since so long i never prat,my UTS 2 is coming soon.haha.and i dint study at all.LOL.I pray and pray and pray.I want somethg and I want someone.^^oh ya,i have my prok roce today.walaoye!!!!!so nice.its liek chicken rice in malaysia.MY GOD!!i love it very very very much.
We went to Pasar Baru after that,i love the Kebaya and according to that profesional mr lim,he said its very cheap,around rm40.hehe.I will buy it and wear it if there is any traditional occasion here.I realy canot tahan the pain,maybe masuk angin.I have to go beck.now im ok abit.haha.
I love my life here,and I hope my prayer will come true~
Wednesday, November 19
last lab for first Sem
Yoohoo,today is my last chemistry lab,one part of me feel sad but i feel happy,cos next time i will have wednesday whole day free.haha.I really need more time to rest and study.Since here dont have study week like Malaysia.HUH..hectic and crazy life.My group have to do Equilibrium today,and i like this topic.The experiment was interesting.hehe.Dani not our group assistant today,is too bad.I like him very much.I think he is cute,but Wenwen disagreed.haha.and our Mr Lim having 'affair' with him.He got very high marks for his previous lab report.AIks...I prettier than him also cant beat Mr LIm!!hahaha.
My lab was fine and went on smoothly,but Iman laugh at me again.Haiz.He keep laughing at me.Am i funny??haha.I was blur this morning,Lead(II) solution i thought is Ferum(II) solution,and I use the wrong one and mix with H2SO4 and there was no precipitate(the correct one muz have precipitate),and i wanna ask my assistant Kenny but he was not there,so i find Iman,but Gosh,I made an mistake and he noe again!SWT ==!He laugh at me again and my friends knew.Oh my God!What a stupid mistake i have made.LOL.
Our post lab test was quite interesting cos we have a hardest and challenging question for us today,the forth question.haha.We laugh liek hell ater we noe whats the quest.Guess what??its about our opinion towards the lab and lab assistant!MY God,what kinda quest is tat?haha.They ask bout cutest,vicious,kindest,friendly,silent,communicative assistant!!hahaha.....such a good question.I tink both Iman and Dani are cute!!haha..and my favourite assistant is Dani!!I love him very much.He is cute and kind.haha.Mr Lim i wanna get him from you,maybe one day,so becareful..ehhe.
My lab was fine and went on smoothly,but Iman laugh at me again.Haiz.He keep laughing at me.Am i funny??haha.I was blur this morning,Lead(II) solution i thought is Ferum(II) solution,and I use the wrong one and mix with H2SO4 and there was no precipitate(the correct one muz have precipitate),and i wanna ask my assistant Kenny but he was not there,so i find Iman,but Gosh,I made an mistake and he noe again!SWT ==!He laugh at me again and my friends knew.Oh my God!What a stupid mistake i have made.LOL.
Our post lab test was quite interesting cos we have a hardest and challenging question for us today,the forth question.haha.We laugh liek hell ater we noe whats the quest.Guess what??its about our opinion towards the lab and lab assistant!MY God,what kinda quest is tat?haha.They ask bout cutest,vicious,kindest,friendly,silent,communicative assistant!!hahaha.....such a good question.I tink both Iman and Dani are cute!!haha..and my favourite assistant is Dani!!I love him very much.He is cute and kind.haha.Mr Lim i wanna get him from you,maybe one day,so becareful..ehhe.
Just mind your own bussiness!
Can people just mind their own bussiness??!! I dont understand,why people around us like to interrupt our life and feel that wat they do is the right thing,without taking care bout their friends feeling.The yellow man like to insult my friends in front of every of my classmate and You think that u very great izit??You are the most ugly and meanest guy i ever met!!Lucky you are not in our class!If not i will vomit for four years!If next time u treat that to me or my friends i will slap you to your face!I realy meant it!You are the most "hiao" gal i ever met!I think u can be at the same class or same boat or same class woth the yellow man,so both of you can share your feeling or maybe couple up together!Now only i realised both of you are so secocok!haha...Kangkang!
If you all want to ruin people life then just back off!!!!!
If you all want to ruin people life then just back off!!!!!
Monday, November 17
Kisah cintaku
Dimalam yang sunyi ini
Aku sendiri tiada yang menemani
Akhirnya kusadari dia telah pergi
Tinggalkan diriku
Adakah semua kan terulang
Kisah cintaku yang seperti dulu
Hanya dirimu yang kucinta dan kukenang
Didalam hatiku takkan pernah hilang
Bayangan dirimu untuk selamanya
Mengapa terjadi kepada dirimu
Aku tak percaya kau telah tiada
Haruskah kupergi tinggalkan dunia
Agar aku dapat berjumpa denganmu
Aku sendiri tiada yang menemani
Akhirnya kusadari dia telah pergi
Tinggalkan diriku
Adakah semua kan terulang
Kisah cintaku yang seperti dulu
Hanya dirimu yang kucinta dan kukenang
Didalam hatiku takkan pernah hilang
Bayangan dirimu untuk selamanya
Mengapa terjadi kepada dirimu
Aku tak percaya kau telah tiada
Haruskah kupergi tinggalkan dunia
Agar aku dapat berjumpa denganmu
di antara kalian
Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu
Namun kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanyaaaa…
Ku akui ku sangat menginginkan mu
Tapi kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Namun kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanyaaaa…
Ku akui ku sangat menginginkan mu
Tapi kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Saturday, November 15
A day with Andrew and Andika^^
I cannot wake up this morning,too much of thinking the nite before.Shu wen and I having breakfast with the guys at SImpang Dago,I ate nasi goreng sosis,too much and i cant finised it.Raining heavily this morning.”Raining in my heart”
Both me and shu wen have kuliah with Satria,he is good,he helps us alot.I cant did well in my exam i feel ashamed.I must work harder than before.I have date with Andrew today,i beg Wenwen to go with me.At first she tought that she will become a light bulb but she promise me to go.haha.so happy,if just both of us its kinda bored.We went to Mc D wait for him,and we have our ice cream there.haha.He was cute and funny,though we have language barrier but we still can talk and laugh together.haha.What i can remember is we eat alot,we went to Honeymoon Dessert to have our dessert.I took sweetballs with vanilla sauce,wenwen took sweetballs with black sesame suace,that Andrew have sweetball in almond soup.haha.All of our dessert were nice and tasty.I love that place.We eventually called the waiter to change songs for us,i requested for CInta Ini Membunuhku and Sempurna from Wenwen.ahha.Suddenly,Andrew and I wanna call Andika to have a dinner with us.I use Wenwen handphone called him,surprisingly he said ok and no problem.He will come.haha.We tease Wenwen and Andika alot.haha.Unfortunately William and Julie was not there with us.
We went to The Blind to have our dinner,that restaurant was kinda special.U can noe it from the restaurant’s name.The Blind,we have to eat our dinner in totally blind condition.Its totally dark,i cant do anything inside.I just can taste using my tastebud and use my ears to listen to what my friends talking bout.Its fantastic experience.haha.I love it,i will go there again.We left comment to that restaurant.We realy have great time.
We watched The Shutter,haha.A horror movie,Andika and Andrew said ok and they will go and watch with us.SWT.They do not look like a nerdy and boring guys,they kinda interesting and easy going.I get scared easily but Andika drinking his soya drink with sound effect somemore.haha.I realy cannot stand both of them,they are really funny.Wenwen invited them to her birthday this coming 29 nov,they said ok on the spot.Reali sweat!haha.
First day of my 20 started of nicely and happily.......hehe~~
Both me and shu wen have kuliah with Satria,he is good,he helps us alot.I cant did well in my exam i feel ashamed.I must work harder than before.I have date with Andrew today,i beg Wenwen to go with me.At first she tought that she will become a light bulb but she promise me to go.haha.so happy,if just both of us its kinda bored.We went to Mc D wait for him,and we have our ice cream there.haha.He was cute and funny,though we have language barrier but we still can talk and laugh together.haha.What i can remember is we eat alot,we went to Honeymoon Dessert to have our dessert.I took sweetballs with vanilla sauce,wenwen took sweetballs with black sesame suace,that Andrew have sweetball in almond soup.haha.All of our dessert were nice and tasty.I love that place.We eventually called the waiter to change songs for us,i requested for CInta Ini Membunuhku and Sempurna from Wenwen.ahha.Suddenly,Andrew and I wanna call Andika to have a dinner with us.I use Wenwen handphone called him,surprisingly he said ok and no problem.He will come.haha.We tease Wenwen and Andika alot.haha.Unfortunately William and Julie was not there with us.
We went to The Blind to have our dinner,that restaurant was kinda special.U can noe it from the restaurant’s name.The Blind,we have to eat our dinner in totally blind condition.Its totally dark,i cant do anything inside.I just can taste using my tastebud and use my ears to listen to what my friends talking bout.Its fantastic experience.haha.I love it,i will go there again.We left comment to that restaurant.We realy have great time.
We watched The Shutter,haha.A horror movie,Andika and Andrew said ok and they will go and watch with us.SWT.They do not look like a nerdy and boring guys,they kinda interesting and easy going.I get scared easily but Andika drinking his soya drink with sound effect somemore.haha.I realy cannot stand both of them,they are really funny.Wenwen invited them to her birthday this coming 29 nov,they said ok on the spot.Reali sweat!haha.
First day of my 20 started of nicely and happily.......hehe~~
Happy birthday to myself!!!
Today kinda interesting because after TTKI we will going to celebrate my birthday!!haha~~I didn’t study much for my TTKI,language subject its hard to study in just one week or one month.We have to study since we young.Luckily the paper is in MCQ format ,if not i sure will screwed up my paper.
The paper was deadful as usual,haha.We wanna rushed home to prepared and dress up.I was happy i not kena throw into ITB pool.haha.That green coloured water with lots of microorganisms.LOL.It raining again,i love rainy days.It makes me think of someone and something.Its kinda sweet and sour feeling.I have to made up my mind,either to be happy or to be sad.We charted an Angkot to take us to Paris Van Java.But miscommunication lead us to unnecessary problems,the angkot arrived half an hour earlier.But all of us were quite fast.All of us not really dress up very nicely like during Devika birthday,just PVJ only and all of us were tired after whole weeks of study and exams.I wear a mini skirt with black and white blouse with a polka dotes tie.I thin its kinda cute and sexy.haha.I love my style.haha.
We went to Gelato Bar for the dinner,its not my idea.Its Pei Eer idea,but i love that place too.its kinda romantic and the songs they played was awesome.I din eat for that nite cos i already ate at home.Nasi goring and ayam tulang lunak.haha.Its kinda special cos i dint receive a birthday cake but a birthday ice cream.haha.Chocolate,strawberry and mint flavoured topped with chocolate with strawberry and cakes.haha.I love it very much,thanx to Eer who choosed that ice cream.
007:Quantum of Solace is our movie-to-be.Its bored and not interesting at all.Bond movies supposed to be interesting with lots of action pack.but this....Duh...Dont ever go and watch it!The hero and heroine are not handsome and pretty.I gave a 1 out of 10 to that movie.Sam called me that nite,i have a good chat with her.I miss her so much.
My birthday..hmmm..nice..happy...but i have been waited for soooo long.I was tired.I have made up my mind,I already 20,i need some changes in my life.I will be more independent in love.I wont depend on that to be happy.Maybe i will have crush on someone,but i wont like or love anyone again.I can do it.I wont cry in the nitez,i wont complaint to anyone,and i wont blame you.Thats all!
The paper was deadful as usual,haha.We wanna rushed home to prepared and dress up.I was happy i not kena throw into ITB pool.haha.That green coloured water with lots of microorganisms.LOL.It raining again,i love rainy days.It makes me think of someone and something.Its kinda sweet and sour feeling.I have to made up my mind,either to be happy or to be sad.We charted an Angkot to take us to Paris Van Java.But miscommunication lead us to unnecessary problems,the angkot arrived half an hour earlier.But all of us were quite fast.All of us not really dress up very nicely like during Devika birthday,just PVJ only and all of us were tired after whole weeks of study and exams.I wear a mini skirt with black and white blouse with a polka dotes tie.I thin its kinda cute and sexy.haha.I love my style.haha.
We went to Gelato Bar for the dinner,its not my idea.Its Pei Eer idea,but i love that place too.its kinda romantic and the songs they played was awesome.I din eat for that nite cos i already ate at home.Nasi goring and ayam tulang lunak.haha.Its kinda special cos i dint receive a birthday cake but a birthday ice cream.haha.Chocolate,strawberry and mint flavoured topped with chocolate with strawberry and cakes.haha.I love it very much,thanx to Eer who choosed that ice cream.
007:Quantum of Solace is our movie-to-be.Its bored and not interesting at all.Bond movies supposed to be interesting with lots of action pack.but this....Duh...Dont ever go and watch it!The hero and heroine are not handsome and pretty.I gave a 1 out of 10 to that movie.Sam called me that nite,i have a good chat with her.I miss her so much.
My birthday..hmmm..nice..happy...but i have been waited for soooo long.I was tired.I have made up my mind,I already 20,i need some changes in my life.I will be more independent in love.I wont depend on that to be happy.Maybe i will have crush on someone,but i wont like or love anyone again.I can do it.I wont cry in the nitez,i wont complaint to anyone,and i wont blame you.Thats all!
Last day of 19th
Last day of my 19th,what am I supposed to say?Its a mix kind of feeling,I won’t be able to be a ‘teen’ anymore but i its a start of the 20th journey.Its a brand new experience for me.What will happen in the future?What will happen to me?Will i be more mature?Or i will meet new people?I wonder.
My friends said they will tease me on my last day of 19th,haha.Sounds funny.But its just the same,they tease me everyday and nite.LOL.My flu already getting better,but still got abit pusing-pusing when I woke up this morning.Devika wanted me to enjoy my last day of 19th,because I’ll be the same age as her for the last day.Haha.She is damn funny.Hei dear,even i already 20 but my heart still as young as you.haha.During lunch Eu Joon suggested all of us headed to Simpang Dago,we walked there for God sake.Its 11.30am in the morning,and the sun shinning high.Its damn hot,and we still have to walked.=.= Thanx to Mr Lim,ur idea kinda ‘interesting’.We wanted to bring Wen wen and Lai lai to a Chinese foods restaurant,but it close for 3 days.Oh My God!!We walked so far but couldn’t get anything.We went to the next door.the food is aweful.I hate it,and the place is so dusty.I think its been ages seen there was a customers.haha.
Time passed by quickly,its 9pm.I was quite tired.But i still forced myself to study TTKI.Boring subject.Haiz.Hope that next semester we won’t get it again.I was exciting over my presents and Birthday rather than my TTKI.Ah,i forgot to mention bout it.I already got my presents from Wenwen,Lailai,Devika,Jeevan anne,Caryn anne,Eu Joon.I hope i didn’t miss calculated.Its a wonderful present,a big fat pink Pig!haha.its so damn cute.Got ribbon tie on it,Vicky wanna name it as Pingu,haha.The name thats very cute,and Caryn anne name it as Peekaboo.haha.But i think i will name it as Booboo.haha.Present from Teek Hun was Ferrero Rocher!I love this chocolate alot.Thanx alot to all of u.I love u all.Muakcssss!!
I wanted to sleep but Miss Tzutzu call me up to her room,siao lang.She gave me a quite big surprise actually.Its a big present.Pink teddy bear again,a beg and a T-shirt.Hmm,kinda nice because i like it and I mentioned it before.Thanx alot.We having our chocolate praty since Caryn anne blame that she don’t have any chocolate.Devika received chocolate frm Eu Joon during her birthday.We have fun and we chat throung the nite.Julie,Yati,carryn anne,Devika and Lee chin wished me Happy Birthday when the clock strikes twelve.MY friends from both Malaysia and Indonesia wished me too.haha.Glad that they still remember my birthday.LOL.
I need to sleep.....nitez.zzzzzzzzz
My friends said they will tease me on my last day of 19th,haha.Sounds funny.But its just the same,they tease me everyday and nite.LOL.My flu already getting better,but still got abit pusing-pusing when I woke up this morning.Devika wanted me to enjoy my last day of 19th,because I’ll be the same age as her for the last day.Haha.She is damn funny.Hei dear,even i already 20 but my heart still as young as you.haha.During lunch Eu Joon suggested all of us headed to Simpang Dago,we walked there for God sake.Its 11.30am in the morning,and the sun shinning high.Its damn hot,and we still have to walked.=.= Thanx to Mr Lim,ur idea kinda ‘interesting’.We wanted to bring Wen wen and Lai lai to a Chinese foods restaurant,but it close for 3 days.Oh My God!!We walked so far but couldn’t get anything.We went to the next door.the food is aweful.I hate it,and the place is so dusty.I think its been ages seen there was a customers.haha.
Time passed by quickly,its 9pm.I was quite tired.But i still forced myself to study TTKI.Boring subject.Haiz.Hope that next semester we won’t get it again.I was exciting over my presents and Birthday rather than my TTKI.Ah,i forgot to mention bout it.I already got my presents from Wenwen,Lailai,Devika,Jeevan anne,Caryn anne,Eu Joon.I hope i didn’t miss calculated.Its a wonderful present,a big fat pink Pig!haha.its so damn cute.Got ribbon tie on it,Vicky wanna name it as Pingu,haha.The name thats very cute,and Caryn anne name it as Peekaboo.haha.But i think i will name it as Booboo.haha.Present from Teek Hun was Ferrero Rocher!I love this chocolate alot.Thanx alot to all of u.I love u all.Muakcssss!!
I wanted to sleep but Miss Tzutzu call me up to her room,siao lang.She gave me a quite big surprise actually.Its a big present.Pink teddy bear again,a beg and a T-shirt.Hmm,kinda nice because i like it and I mentioned it before.Thanx alot.We having our chocolate praty since Caryn anne blame that she don’t have any chocolate.Devika received chocolate frm Eu Joon during her birthday.We have fun and we chat throung the nite.Julie,Yati,carryn anne,Devika and Lee chin wished me Happy Birthday when the clock strikes twelve.MY friends from both Malaysia and Indonesia wished me too.haha.Glad that they still remember my birthday.LOL.
I need to sleep.....nitez.zzzzzzzzz
Thursday, November 13
你不是真正的快樂
人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
Cheaters!!!!!!
My weekdays started off badly,and ended badly.Its all about the result,my UTS 1.This is not the result i expected.But for Physics I already expected the result,and i dont like that subject,but what to do?i still have to go on and move on.This is the road i have choosen.Those who cheated during the exam,they are realy a SHIT!!!!Please do all the questions by yourself! Dont cheated!U get higher marks than me,if u all in my position what will u all think??even if u are my friend,i won't pity you!Siapa makan cili,dia tau pedasnya.
I just dont wanna let all this stupid stuff ruin my birthday tomorrow.I will really enjoy it!
I just dont wanna let all this stupid stuff ruin my birthday tomorrow.I will really enjoy it!
Wednesday, November 12
Its a nice nice nice day..hapy~~~
Wah,i feel happy today!!Maybe after a few days of crying at the night,i already give up and my sadness flow away with my tears.So im happy today.Just like Caryn,she is happy yesterday but today she feel one-kind.I hope she will feel bettter soon.hehe.and I love her very much.
We have additional class with Andhika today,but both him and Shu Wen canot wake up this morning,Im the only one thats waiting for them so long,expecially Shu Wen.canot tahan her anymore,like pig!!!haha.The class overall was ok,and he kept looking at her,as usual.Im tired after the class but I still have Physics lab and IT lab,Oh God!but its or last Physics lab,so im kinda relief and happy.haha.So just go and have fun.My lab is ok,our group did Torsion modulus.Its quite easy,but our lab assistant was bad.I think his english not very good.But i like that cute guy from shu wen's group,he is nice,and he is cute.haha.Even Caryn said that she wanna marry him.LOL.==Besides,i can see my 'Conan".ahha.Only Julie noe who is him.But what julie told me is true,he kept looking at me a few times.I noticed him.ahha.
My IT lab lagi best,we change our class and joined with local.Its was nice since its a air cond room.LOL.I sat with Prior,she is damn funy la.We joke and laugh all the times.haha.She is realy a nice gal.Our day just passed like that,its reali a nice day.haha.
We have additional class with Andhika today,but both him and Shu Wen canot wake up this morning,Im the only one thats waiting for them so long,expecially Shu Wen.canot tahan her anymore,like pig!!!haha.The class overall was ok,and he kept looking at her,as usual.Im tired after the class but I still have Physics lab and IT lab,Oh God!but its or last Physics lab,so im kinda relief and happy.haha.So just go and have fun.My lab is ok,our group did Torsion modulus.Its quite easy,but our lab assistant was bad.I think his english not very good.But i like that cute guy from shu wen's group,he is nice,and he is cute.haha.Even Caryn said that she wanna marry him.LOL.==Besides,i can see my 'Conan".ahha.Only Julie noe who is him.But what julie told me is true,he kept looking at me a few times.I noticed him.ahha.
My IT lab lagi best,we change our class and joined with local.Its was nice since its a air cond room.LOL.I sat with Prior,she is damn funy la.We joke and laugh all the times.haha.She is realy a nice gal.Our day just passed like that,its reali a nice day.haha.
Tuesday, November 11
hmmmmmm...
My flu is not getting better and i feel so sick and bad.Surprisingly,we went to BIP for lunch,that shao bao which recommended by don't know who was bad,not very nice at all.Just simple roti goreng will chicken fillings..haha.I took another lunch,that is bento frm OkiBento..hehe.got sapi nehz,sapi=beef.But its tasty,yum.yum....but its too much,until i canot finish..haha.and i gave lai lai,but he scolded me and shu wen,cos pushed it to him.Even he is angry but he is cute..haha.hmm,Thats my afternoon.
Im damn tired today,cos im still in sick mah..hehe.But Andrew saw me at campus today,he said i look nice.haha.What??i look nice when im sick..ahha.but thanx for his compliment.MY darling princess was crying today,i feel bad for her.I hope she will be happy,i will be by your side,no matter what happen.Everyone is not very happy today,except Caryn,she is too busy flirting with her Mr Alvin.haha.but im happy for her too,at least she found someone that likes her,and she likes that guy too.How bout me??wait again??tired....
Im damn tired today,cos im still in sick mah..hehe.But Andrew saw me at campus today,he said i look nice.haha.What??i look nice when im sick..ahha.but thanx for his compliment.MY darling princess was crying today,i feel bad for her.I hope she will be happy,i will be by your side,no matter what happen.Everyone is not very happy today,except Caryn,she is too busy flirting with her Mr Alvin.haha.but im happy for her too,at least she found someone that likes her,and she likes that guy too.How bout me??wait again??tired....
Monday, November 10
Bad day
Its a bad day for me..my heart sinks till the bottom of the ocean,oceans of sorrow,grief and sadness.My physics and chemistry result is totally a disgrace.I am scare and hopeless.I feel like i want to quit.mayb im not suitable to become a pharmacist,mayb pharmacy is not my field.I let my parent down and my lecturers.I wun blame my lecturer,i wun blame my friends and i wun blame anyone else.I will blame myself for being such a stupid girl who is bad in study.
Its sad when i noe that you reply other ppl message but u never reply mine.i dont think there is somethg bad happen.But why???????I just want you to know that u're my best fren in the past,present and future.U make me sad!:(
Its sad when i noe that you reply other ppl message but u never reply mine.i dont think there is somethg bad happen.But why???????I just want you to know that u're my best fren in the past,present and future.U make me sad!:(
Sunday, November 9
Flu+Cold+Cough+Fever=Sick
After days and days,weeks of weeks of exam,playing and birthday.Finally,i sick.Its so bad and suffering.I cannot sleep well through the night.I suffered mentally and physically.Flu,cough,sore throat and a liltle bit fever.I took Paracetamol 500mg and Strepsils and Vitamin C.Duh,i donche know when only i can recover.I rest the whole day and watched The Dark Knight and Eagle Eye.Both are realy fantastic and emotional movies.I love it very much.I hope during my birthday i wont get sick,if not will screwed my good mood to celebrate my birthday.Yesterday i went to Pasteur eat pork rice again.haha.This time Teek Hun and Eu Joon followed us,its a great meal.I shopped for the whole day but i hardly find my ideal dress or shirts,finally i get it from a small boutique shop beside the pork shop.haha.Its simple but nice,it enhance my own personalities.This i what i want for my birthday.hehe.Im looking forward to my birthday,the first birthday that i will celebrate with my new friends here.Devika’s and Lee Chin’s birthday was fun,I hope mine will be the ideal birthday party which i want.hehe.We are going to PVJ!!!haha...I bet we have great time then.
ARghhhhh..have to take my dinner and rest.Tomorrow is my D-Day,result,result and result.So nervous and horrible.
Praying for the best...............................................
ARghhhhh..have to take my dinner and rest.Tomorrow is my D-Day,result,result and result.So nervous and horrible.
Praying for the best...............................................
Friday, November 7
NiteZ wiTh Laughter and JoY
Lee Chin dear's birthday,hmm,not so excited at the beginning cos she was tired after whole day of kuliah and she said tat she just want to have a simple dinner with us and all the classmate.We went to BIP bought a birthday cake for her after our IT exam.Unfortunately,the counter service at the bakery is damn bad and terrible.Shu wen and I dun have enough cash and we ask wheter we can use debit card or not,the gisl said cannot,then she told us go to ATM to take cash.What the hell!Please la,what a bad customer service.We bought a chocolate for her,hope that she like it.
The seniors all planned to throw lee chin into ITB pond,but we tak sempat go and see the so called "celebration".haha.but pity her la,she get a cold but still kena like that.Even Mogan also kena kick into the pool,he laugh too hard already.haha.Serve him right.LOL.
The Grill was our next station,we have great time there.But that digi men went there too.Spoilt our good mood,he kinda sexual harrast us.He wanna touched lee chin's back and he said my arms very sexy.Ewwww...He is so disgusting.No one care bout him that nite.We gave a big surprice to lee chin.and she is very very happy.But she din cry,wat a waste.haha.
Karaoke nite!!Even that eu joon frm Semarang followed us too.haha.We played pool then 11.30pm only we went for karaoke.Wah,its quite cheap here.I will go again next time.hehe.We screamed we sing the whole nite till i got sore throat today.Pain abit.hehe.But i realy have a great time last nite.I hope that the nite never ends..^^
Oh ya,hapy birthdya to Lee Chin!!!hehe
The seniors all planned to throw lee chin into ITB pond,but we tak sempat go and see the so called "celebration".haha.but pity her la,she get a cold but still kena like that.Even Mogan also kena kick into the pool,he laugh too hard already.haha.Serve him right.LOL.
The Grill was our next station,we have great time there.But that digi men went there too.Spoilt our good mood,he kinda sexual harrast us.He wanna touched lee chin's back and he said my arms very sexy.Ewwww...He is so disgusting.No one care bout him that nite.We gave a big surprice to lee chin.and she is very very happy.But she din cry,wat a waste.haha.
Karaoke nite!!Even that eu joon frm Semarang followed us too.haha.We played pool then 11.30pm only we went for karaoke.Wah,its quite cheap here.I will go again next time.hehe.We screamed we sing the whole nite till i got sore throat today.Pain abit.hehe.But i realy have a great time last nite.I hope that the nite never ends..^^
Oh ya,hapy birthdya to Lee Chin!!!hehe
Thursday, November 6
LOve is.......
Love is a friendship that has caught fire.
It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving.
It is loyalty through good and bad.
It settles for less than perfection, and makes allowances for human weakness.
Love is content with the present.
It hopes for the future and it doesn't brood over the past.
It's the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals.
If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack.
If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it is not enough, so search for it, ask God for it, and share it!
It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving.
It is loyalty through good and bad.
It settles for less than perfection, and makes allowances for human weakness.
Love is content with the present.
It hopes for the future and it doesn't brood over the past.
It's the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals.
If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack.
If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it is not enough, so search for it, ask God for it, and share it!
Long journey
Last nite i didn't update my blog,but there is nothg special happen everyday.Boring life schedule.Itz just the same,thats the only thing i can say.I called Jojo last nite,she is doing fine and she is happy there.We chat for half hours and we have to study.I have to prepare for IT exam this coming Friday.Oh My God!ITz hard to breath,its so pack my studies schedule everyday.I need to stop and rest.After school is 5pm then go back have to study again.The next day have to wake up at 6am.DUH~~~~~
I just hate the life now,my Road is still very long,i have to keep my heart strong and continue my journey.
Tuesday, November 4
Hapy Birthday to Vicky!!!!MUacksss..
Wah,another bday of a November baby.This month got lots of frens having theie bday celebration.1st is devika then is vicky,follow by lee chin,my bday,of course and shu wen's....reali canot take it.My pocket ady got holed,bangkrup dah..LOL.But money is not a big deal,cos they all are my lovely friends.I will try to make them hapy during tat special day.ehhe
We just having a simple bday party,not considered a party oso.haha.she dunlike ppl gv her present,so wierd.haha.we went to Thai Palace.so damn tired today.Our kuliah till 4 and we waited at lim's house.hohoho.Wat we did??Finished and rushed our chemistry lab report.That report realui make ppl crazy,we change the data over and over again.haiz..I feel like my energy is wasting cos of the stupid report.
We have great time there.and its raining again.I hate it!!But i love vicky,she is a nice and friendly gal,she treat me very very gud.haha.Vicky,u dunwan a present then i will give u the dessert..hehe.Hope u reali liek it!!Best frens forever.
We just having a simple bday party,not considered a party oso.haha.she dunlike ppl gv her present,so wierd.haha.we went to Thai Palace.so damn tired today.Our kuliah till 4 and we waited at lim's house.hohoho.Wat we did??Finished and rushed our chemistry lab report.That report realui make ppl crazy,we change the data over and over again.haiz..I feel like my energy is wasting cos of the stupid report.
We have great time there.and its raining again.I hate it!!But i love vicky,she is a nice and friendly gal,she treat me very very gud.haha.Vicky,u dunwan a present then i will give u the dessert..hehe.Hope u reali liek it!!Best frens forever.
Monday, November 3
I hate the weather and everythng!
Arghhh!! I reali hate Bandung weather now.Everyday rain,rain and rain.Why cant the rain just stop?or just rain once in a while.My hair is wet,my body soaking wet,my legs are full of mud and the most important is my clothes are wet.lucky i have lots of clothes.haha.But i realy hate the weather now,i think alot during rainy days.
Today at schul nothg special,i just wan to sleep and want to go home.but then today satria made me feel better in the class,cos shu wen and me are too nervous over the result.but he just told us to relax and have faith in ourself.And it seens its very hard to fail physics.but then i will try harder nex time.hehe.
Got indon pharmacy faculty students insult us,we are Malaysian so what??Our english is better than urs!!English is an international language dude!You all reali shuold go out of ur own shell and open widely ur eyes.the word is not just about what u tink.Before critisise us,better upgrade urself first.
What I Think About Censorship?
Censorship is the suppression of speech or deletion of communicative material which may be considered objectionable, harmful or sensitive, as determined by a censor. In my opinion,i strongly belive that censorship is not a good idea in limiting the people's freedom.I love freedom,i want to do what i want without any limitations.If there is any censorship in the web we cannot do wathever we like.For example,if anyone in the country want to express their opinion about the goverment,some parties cannot accept it and they will limiting and block all the web page.We have our own freedom to show want we love or hate isnt it?If the goverment do anything that not suppose to be,the people should stand up and say out loud.Thus,what's the point of censor all the people's thoughts and idea?
Besides that,website such as Friendster,Facebook have censorship too.We cannot simply upload picture or photos contain nudity or violation.I think this is up to the web owner what they want to upload.If for me i like to upload what i feel that i love to,maybe it contain vilation or nudity?Who knows?But as long as i like then its my freedom right?Hence,i strongly disagreed the censorship.
Besides that,website such as Friendster,Facebook have censorship too.We cannot simply upload picture or photos contain nudity or violation.I think this is up to the web owner what they want to upload.If for me i like to upload what i feel that i love to,maybe it contain vilation or nudity?Who knows?But as long as i like then its my freedom right?Hence,i strongly disagreed the censorship.
Sunday, November 2
r@iNiNg In My HeaRt
Its raining,raining and raining.....
I feel cold deep down in my heart...
I wrap myself inside my blanket and you come across my mind...
Izit the rain which make me think of you?Or i miss you since the day i know you?
Thinking of you,i feel warm and secure...
I can feel your warmth when you worry bout me...
What should I do if the rain doesn't stop?
Tear drops accompany me through the day...
When the rain will stop?I wonder...
When you will come to me?I wonder...
I feel cold deep down in my heart...
I wrap myself inside my blanket and you come across my mind...
Izit the rain which make me think of you?Or i miss you since the day i know you?
Thinking of you,i feel warm and secure...
I can feel your warmth when you worry bout me...
What should I do if the rain doesn't stop?
Tear drops accompany me through the day...
When the rain will stop?I wonder...
When you will come to me?I wonder...
Saturday, November 1
After chemistry exam....
I dont wanna talk bout my exam,its a totally shit!Its quite hard,and my lecturer din teach us properly,she duno how to explain how to teach,she just noe how to read,from the slide for sure.i reali hate her!!!I just forget bout tat freaking stupid chemistry paper.i just wanna enjoy tonite..hehe..Its Devika birthday deh.^^
V having dinner at Lesung at dago atas,tat place damn pretty wit the viwe of bandung city.Its a romantic place,i will bring my bf here later..haha..If im lucky enough..hehe.The foods ther were nice,and cheap.strongly recommended to my frens..ehhe.unfortunately,the princess crown we bought for her ady broken.so sad and so bad.But nevermind,she is still my princess..ehhe..
Clubbing is the best part.We can dress up nicely,but caryn is the oni one who is seriously under-dress.haha.she wore a sleeveless top and skirt only.haha.I tot she said she dunwanna go at first,but she is the one who enjoyed it so much.With lots of dancing and lots of drinking.LOL.But last nite was techno nite,so without RnB music,so bad.But got a few handsome guys and gals who geser with guys.Pity her,but we cant do anythg,this is not our country.ehhe.We dun drunk and dun smoke.But,i hate the smokes there.better dont go again.hehe
Tats all....
XOXO tiantian
V having dinner at Lesung at dago atas,tat place damn pretty wit the viwe of bandung city.Its a romantic place,i will bring my bf here later..haha..If im lucky enough..hehe.The foods ther were nice,and cheap.strongly recommended to my frens..ehhe.unfortunately,the princess crown we bought for her ady broken.so sad and so bad.But nevermind,she is still my princess..ehhe..
Clubbing is the best part.We can dress up nicely,but caryn is the oni one who is seriously under-dress.haha.she wore a sleeveless top and skirt only.haha.I tot she said she dunwanna go at first,but she is the one who enjoyed it so much.With lots of dancing and lots of drinking.LOL.But last nite was techno nite,so without RnB music,so bad.But got a few handsome guys and gals who geser with guys.Pity her,but we cant do anythg,this is not our country.ehhe.We dun drunk and dun smoke.But,i hate the smokes there.better dont go again.hehe
Tats all....
XOXO tiantian
Friday, October 31
hapy 19th birthday to Devika!!!!!!
Yeah,so hapy and excited today cos its devika birthday!!!i Love her so much!!maucksss baby..hehe.i treat u like a princess la,just tat i like to bully u cos u r cute mah.u r my oni frens tat have ur own special characteristic,and u nvr bother even sumone hates it..gal,i will support u and love u forever k??hehe~~hapy birthday to u ooo..stop tinking bout the chemistry exam,u can do it well.
I love u!!!MUACKSSS!!!
I love u!!!MUACKSSS!!!
Thursday, October 30
Izit my fault?I dun understand!
Why?wat happen??
i dun understand.I did nothing wrong but then why u treat all of us like tat??expeacially me!!u said u wanna delete all my contact,my handphone no,my MSN and friendster account..wat happen??i dun understand.u refused to tell me,and u refused to tell julie and lee chin.Ya,now i noe is my problem but why??u dunwan to reply me.Why??im so confuse,just tell me la.i can understand.i apologize but u still keep me confusing.We used to be friends but why now we become like enemy?I feel bad when u dont talk to julie and lee chin because of me.If its my problem then just tell me and settle it.Why izit so difficult for you??
i dun understand.I did nothing wrong but then why u treat all of us like tat??expeacially me!!u said u wanna delete all my contact,my handphone no,my MSN and friendster account..wat happen??i dun understand.u refused to tell me,and u refused to tell julie and lee chin.Ya,now i noe is my problem but why??u dunwan to reply me.Why??im so confuse,just tell me la.i can understand.i apologize but u still keep me confusing.We used to be friends but why now we become like enemy?I feel bad when u dont talk to julie and lee chin because of me.If its my problem then just tell me and settle it.Why izit so difficult for you??
Wednesday, October 29
爱情的模样
你是巨大的海洋
我是雨下在你身上
我失去了自己的形状
我看到远方
爱情的模样
曾经孤单的旁徨
曾经相信曾经失望
你穿过了重重的迷惘
那爱的慌张
终于要解放
你是谁
教我狂恋
教我勇敢地挑战全世界
在一样的身体里面
一样有爱与被爱的感觉
我爱谁
已无所谓
没有谁能将爱情划界限
在一样的身体里面
迷样的魔力却是更强烈
星星在夜空中闪亮
星空下我不停流浪
只剩我无知的奔忙
因为你眼光
都化成了荒凉
这世界全部的漂亮
不过你的可爱模样
你让我举双手投降
跨出了城墙
长出了翅膀
我是雨下在你身上
我失去了自己的形状
我看到远方
爱情的模样
曾经孤单的旁徨
曾经相信曾经失望
你穿过了重重的迷惘
那爱的慌张
终于要解放
你是谁
教我狂恋
教我勇敢地挑战全世界
在一样的身体里面
一样有爱与被爱的感觉
我爱谁
已无所谓
没有谁能将爱情划界限
在一样的身体里面
迷样的魔力却是更强烈
星星在夜空中闪亮
星空下我不停流浪
只剩我无知的奔忙
因为你眼光
都化成了荒凉
这世界全部的漂亮
不过你的可爱模样
你让我举双手投降
跨出了城墙
长出了翅膀
Before chemistry exam...
I ponteng today,i am so tired and i feel lazy to go to campus.After raya i reali dont have time to rest.I get sick once,and now i wanna be strong and have great determination to study.I canot be like b4,lazy lazy and lazy.I did badly in STPM i cant blame others,its my own fault cos i din work as hard as i work now.i have to study hard.I wun regret i took STPM,cos now i feel very easy for me except physics,satria have to help me if not i will die.and chemistry!2ml is chemistry exam,and i dun have the confidence i can score in tat paper.haiz,Fida cant reali teach well,even our indon fren,Fendy mention tat too..she shuld change her teaching style,if we canot do well in the paper she should blame herself.
I still have 3 chapters to go and its a dead long chapters,and i hate those chapters too.Thermochem,free entropy change..so confusing the chapters.haiz..better start now.raining+studying is not a good combination.Raining+sleeping is the best combination..haha..
XOXO tiantian^^
I still have 3 chapters to go and its a dead long chapters,and i hate those chapters too.Thermochem,free entropy change..so confusing the chapters.haiz..better start now.raining+studying is not a good combination.Raining+sleeping is the best combination..haha..
XOXO tiantian^^
Nothing special
This week physics and comp lab again..i HATE tat very much,duno why its not interesting at all.the lab assistants seldom speak in english,and i canot understand what they say in indon.What the hell??!!If they wanna upgrade their level they should learn english and use english communicate with international students.But lucky our assistant is gud and nice,his name is Michael and he been to malaysia many times before.He being very helpful thru all the experiment.If we get that bitch in caryn's group then i will be speechless.LOL.Tat lady reali racist,c'mon la.now already 2008 be modern la.If u duno anythg just shut up!!do u noe tat the whole international class hate U??Sedarlah!
I posted my blog and my frens leave comments to me,thanx guys.im quite hapy.I will be better soon.dont worry.hehe.
I posted my blog and my frens leave comments to me,thanx guys.im quite hapy.I will be better soon.dont worry.hehe.
Tuesday, October 28
Miserable...
Sorry frenz,i feel sad and miserable 2day..again!dun scold me la..i reali meant it.hehe.Why i get sad?mayb cos of rainy day?or mayb cos of exam?or mayb bocs of my secret?hmmm,i duno.i tink most probably is rojak and campur-campur all the problems.Haiz,i reali duno la.U said i deserved better but why i still have to wait for sooo long?Why is me the one who need to wait?why??i dunt understand?why i just cant get wat i wan,and i will get it very soon??
i duno i duno i duno...i just wan2 forget everything...my head is very pain...just forget it!!
i duno i duno i duno...i just wan2 forget everything...my head is very pain...just forget it!!
