夜晚

今天的夜晚好平静。
每当在夜深人静的时候，人们总是会不由自主的陷入一个很奇怪的心情。
这种心情，能让你表现出你最脆弱的一面，并且让你思考一些你在白天时不会去想的问起。
可能是夜晚的黑吧，就让你觉得自己好渺小，好无助。
想着想着，情绪也开始沉默了下来。
刚刚满脸笑容的我，不知去了哪了。平时那信心满满的我，也不知去了哪了。
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我对这“心情”不陌生。
其实，我还蛮喜欢这种感觉的。
它让我有能力去抒发一些在别人面前不会表现出来的情绪， 面对一些我一直藏在心里而不敢去面对的事情。
感觉上，在夜深人静时一个人的我，才是最真实的我。
没有伪装，没有所谓的似非，就能让我很坦然的去面对自己。
在这时，镜子里浮现的倒影才是真正的自己。
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望出窗外，天色还是漆黑一片。
夜晚虽美，但还是短暂的。
就像烟火，灿烂辉煌后，还是化为乌有。
夜晚，终究还是会败给黎明。
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我很喜欢夜晚的感觉。
真期待，明天的夜晚。

good morning

Woke early one morning,
the earth lay cool and still,

when suddenly a tiny bird,
perched on my window sill,
it sang a song so lovely,
so carefree and so gay,

that slowly all my troubles,
began to slip away,

it sang of far off places,
of laughter and of fun,
it seemed his very song,
brought out the morning sun,


I pulled back the covers,
and crept slowly out of bed,
and gently shut the window,
and crushed his freaking head,
I'm not a morning person .

Continue to sleep~~~XD

Eat+fat=XD

Eat,eat and eat....my friends said that i bcum more plum..zzzz...fat already.hahaha.even my mum said that i cant get any more fat,if not i will...hahaha....Days in Malaysia still very hot,chatted with Lee Chin,we both agreed that its kinda bored at Malaysia,nothing for us to do.hahaha...

Wanna meet my classmate last night,but most of them not free.Sigh....gotta go out with Ching,Dar and Jojo later.Going to have dinner..hehehe....

Will update my blog in this holiday,but i guess its not as fun and interesting when i was in Bandung..hehe.

Malaysia...~~

Wah,i came back to Malaysia already.Once the airplane touched the ground,i was so excited.hehe.But then its very very hot,extremely hot over here,even when the time is late at night,but there are no wind.zzzz.

I just wanna stay at home.too hot already.cannot tahan at all.hehe.But then the happiest thing is i can meet my family,and thats the thing that im happy.The first food that i ate is pork porridge..hehehe..pork!!!LOL...sorry.


NO internet connection at the first few days,i guess i just sleep the whole day.LOL.now got internet coonection already.hehe.so happy.LOL.