FT Island - Love is a lie
I thought you were my love
I thought you were my everything
I believed that it was you who would be my last love
I smile only for youI live only for you
I was happy and believed in your love
Everything’s a lie, it’s all a lie
Your love is all a lie
Because I’m hurting like this
Because you hurt me like this
It’s a love that causes tears
You’ll only love me, you’ll protect only me
Your love is all a lie
You took my whole heart, took all my love even
It’s a love that leaves
One person receives love
One person gives love
Like a fool, I believed you were that person
Everything’s a lie, it’s all a lie
Your love is all a lie
Because I’m hurting like this
Because you hurt me like this
It’s a love that causes tears
You’ll only love me, you’ll protect only me
Your love is all a lie
You took my whole heart, took all my love evenIt’s a love that leaves
The words of love are a lie
The words “I love you” are a lie too
The words of forever are a lie as well
Only your promise to return is left
Where are you (You’re always so far away)
Wherever you are, however far you are
You’re still the only one I love
Please try to come back, come back to me
I can’t love another
Even though I’m hurting like this, even though you hurt meI wait only for you
Everything’s a lie, it’s all a lie
Our breakup is all a lie
Because you’re the one I love, because you’re my everything
I wait only for you
Meaningful song...i loVe iT So mUcH.PleasE dON't CHeaT me ANyMore!I hAte It!!!
Saturday, October 18
Friday, October 17
hectic+crazy life
huh,its reali a busy^1000000000 life.I never tot my uni life will be this hectic,i dont have the time for my owni cannot watch movies,canot listen 2 songs canot go out and i seldom talk to my family in phone anymore.Malaysia uni i bet dun be so busy n hectic.can u imagine our exam week still have lab,and study class.we all get crazy liao.haiz..otis coming week i hv onr chem lab,everyday study from 7am til 5pm,2 mid term which is intro to pharmacy and physics.and got kuiz sommore!!!!!ARGHHHHHHH,how the students study here?
better go and study if not i wil fail my UTS!!!!!~~~~~~ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
better go and study if not i wil fail my UTS!!!!!~~~~~~ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Wednesday, October 15
CaPEk
capek capek,tired,tired and sleepy,sleepy...haiz...damn tired la this few days,i came bek frm campus then i felt tired i can do anytgh,i will sleep early and stil like to sleep.i reali a pig..haha~~
2day just finished my crazy,tiring,gila,nonsense physics lab.Its sooooo stupid until i cant even understand wat i was doin tis morning.Even after i finished my lab i still duno what is tat and wat i can said is STUPID!!!everytime i feel hapy after my chemistry lab but not this.Its too bad today i din see that chinese guy in ITB,he is cute and happy everytime i see him.i was busy with my motorcycle matter just now,haha~~but he smile to julie.nevermind,i wil see him around..wakaka.i will call him mr sunshine nex time.keke .julie havent seen her william for ages. she is soooooooooo sad and keep complaining bout it.
Just now i was crapping with julie,yatie,caryn and devika.We are gossiping bout some stupid bitches!!!!plz dont b too perasan la.lol.watever they wanna talk bout us v r stil us.v have great time 2gether and eat kuih raya which yati bought for us.nice loh..i miss malaysia now and my family.
today is my dad's birthday,i am dissapointed cos i cant join my family.haiz..wat i can do neh??nothg.but i wish my dad hapy bday and hope he is in da pink of health.
this few days i think botu lotz of stuff..actualli.can long distance relationship stand for a long time?hmmmm,most of my frens said tat its impossible but for me if i reali love a guy i will wait n love for him even if i stay vry far frm him.i will wait for u...i will wait.^^
XOXO TiAN tIAN
2day just finished my crazy,tiring,gila,nonsense physics lab.Its sooooo stupid until i cant even understand wat i was doin tis morning.Even after i finished my lab i still duno what is tat and wat i can said is STUPID!!!everytime i feel hapy after my chemistry lab but not this.Its too bad today i din see that chinese guy in ITB,he is cute and happy everytime i see him.i was busy with my motorcycle matter just now,haha~~but he smile to julie.nevermind,i wil see him around..wakaka.i will call him mr sunshine nex time.keke .julie havent seen her william for ages. she is soooooooooo sad and keep complaining bout it.
Just now i was crapping with julie,yatie,caryn and devika.We are gossiping bout some stupid bitches!!!!plz dont b too perasan la.lol.watever they wanna talk bout us v r stil us.v have great time 2gether and eat kuih raya which yati bought for us.nice loh..i miss malaysia now and my family.
today is my dad's birthday,i am dissapointed cos i cant join my family.haiz..wat i can do neh??nothg.but i wish my dad hapy bday and hope he is in da pink of health.
this few days i think botu lotz of stuff..actualli.can long distance relationship stand for a long time?hmmmm,most of my frens said tat its impossible but for me if i reali love a guy i will wait n love for him even if i stay vry far frm him.i will wait for u...i will wait.^^
XOXO TiAN tIAN
Monday, October 13
iTs @ dAY of EmotiOnal
Yeah,its first day of my school since Libur breaks.I have two kind of feelings when i worke up this morning and sat on my bed.One part of me feeling lazy to go to school,scare for result and stress,but the other part of me wanted to go to school badly cos i miss my frens and i wan to "kap zai".haha~~Anyway,i will still go cos its first day mah.and i wanna look good for the first day.lol.
Wow,all of my frens were there in the class!Im so glad and happy to see all my fellow frens..haha~~they are cute,nice and notty.the first row is hilwa,ain and asiah.hilwa did her hair,become more blonde and shorter.its nice.i like it..hehe..and all of them seems not much different xcept shu wen,teek hun and eu joon.for shu wen,haha...she put on weight.wakaka.but she is even more cute after she put on weight.(shu wen!keep on putting weight.haha.)eu joon n teek hun had their new hairstyle,for me its ok but da style is still the same.
All of us din finish our physics homework.hha~~damn bad rite?but lucky mr satria is nice enough he gv us extra one day to finish it,actualli v got no prob in finishig the homework since v got 2 weeks of holidays,unfortunately,all of us busy to eat and play.haha.
After recess is the most terrified moment,i will get my calculus result today.OMG,i realy duno wat to do bfore he entered the class.My hand is cold and i kept shivering,and i can feel that my hand is numb.I wan to cry but i will just control it,cos i already promised julie,i wun oways vry and emotional again.haha.OK,now he is calling my name.I got 76 marks!hmm,im not reali satisfied with my result.ya,mayb in the class my result is quite good but i never compare and compete to my frens,i compare with myself.I had a terrible experience after i got my STPM result,til now i stil can feel the pain.I have made my parent,frens and teacher dissapointed.Now,i came to a new place and its a new beggining i have to do my very best.I don wan to make my parent dissapoint anymore.
So,i still need to do better.I din tell my frens i scare they tink i very arrogant.But i got my own reason,i just wan2 do better.I will do better the next time but my physic i dont think so cos i relai dont have the basic.haiz..try la,try la..but to all my frens tat is not satisfied with their result,gambateh ya!!i trusted u all can do better the next time..aza-aza fighting 2gether nehz!!^^
Wow,all of my frens were there in the class!Im so glad and happy to see all my fellow frens..haha~~they are cute,nice and notty.the first row is hilwa,ain and asiah.hilwa did her hair,become more blonde and shorter.its nice.i like it..hehe..and all of them seems not much different xcept shu wen,teek hun and eu joon.for shu wen,haha...she put on weight.wakaka.but she is even more cute after she put on weight.(shu wen!keep on putting weight.haha.)eu joon n teek hun had their new hairstyle,for me its ok but da style is still the same.
All of us din finish our physics homework.hha~~damn bad rite?but lucky mr satria is nice enough he gv us extra one day to finish it,actualli v got no prob in finishig the homework since v got 2 weeks of holidays,unfortunately,all of us busy to eat and play.haha.
After recess is the most terrified moment,i will get my calculus result today.OMG,i realy duno wat to do bfore he entered the class.My hand is cold and i kept shivering,and i can feel that my hand is numb.I wan to cry but i will just control it,cos i already promised julie,i wun oways vry and emotional again.haha.OK,now he is calling my name.I got 76 marks!hmm,im not reali satisfied with my result.ya,mayb in the class my result is quite good but i never compare and compete to my frens,i compare with myself.I had a terrible experience after i got my STPM result,til now i stil can feel the pain.I have made my parent,frens and teacher dissapointed.Now,i came to a new place and its a new beggining i have to do my very best.I don wan to make my parent dissapoint anymore.
So,i still need to do better.I din tell my frens i scare they tink i very arrogant.But i got my own reason,i just wan2 do better.I will do better the next time but my physic i dont think so cos i relai dont have the basic.haiz..try la,try la..but to all my frens tat is not satisfied with their result,gambateh ya!!i trusted u all can do better the next time..aza-aza fighting 2gether nehz!!^^
haiz..have to re-do my 3rd IT assignment:How Do I arrange My audio File?
2days back i only realised my blog kena hapus,sigh* I have to re-do it again.I used lotz of times to do my assingment.But i will look at the bright side of it because i copied 2 of my assignements in my pendvive.phew.so lucky.haha.
I love music very much,personally i think music save my soul.sounds familiar rite?but its realy describe my feelings towards music.I will listen music to release my stress and it can practically makes me feel better.
My music file have folder by folder of musics and songs,when i first get it i was shocked because my brother and friend gave me many songs and music.I realy no idea how should arrange it.But now i categorized all the music into different folder which can be deferentiate by various language such as english,chinese,indonesian,japanese and korean.Inside each of the folder i will set one folder for different artists.It's is easier for me to listen to song or to select some songs from the folder.I did the same to all other file for the differrent language.Besides that,in all the folder for particular artist i will sort into different album since they have lotz of album since they started to have their own album.hehe.
i love my audio file cos i arrange it nicely and neatly,i dont like to be messy.haha.
I love music very much,personally i think music save my soul.sounds familiar rite?but its realy describe my feelings towards music.I will listen music to release my stress and it can practically makes me feel better.
My music file have folder by folder of musics and songs,when i first get it i was shocked because my brother and friend gave me many songs and music.I realy no idea how should arrange it.But now i categorized all the music into different folder which can be deferentiate by various language such as english,chinese,indonesian,japanese and korean.Inside each of the folder i will set one folder for different artists.It's is easier for me to listen to song or to select some songs from the folder.I did the same to all other file for the differrent language.Besides that,in all the folder for particular artist i will sort into different album since they have lotz of album since they started to have their own album.hehe.
i love my audio file cos i arrange it nicely and neatly,i dont like to be messy.haha.
