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Thursday, February 26

healing time

A wound need time to heal...........

Healing..............

Wednesday, February 25

Stop

I want to have a stop,I try and try and try...but i duno whether is enough or not.I just too tired to have fight and stop talking and being depress.I just hope that it will stop.Please just make it stop.I don't blame on anyone and its nobody fault but just stop.OH,Please just help me,GOD!

Tuesday, February 24

ARGHHHHHH

Where should i start?How should i start?Its a very very troublesome and miserable week.A lot of stress and crazy stuff happened.I cant really take it if my family and friends not there for me.


I know where is my mistakes and i already try to fix it.Cant people just give chances?Some can see my changes but why not all??When i know people talking bout me behind my back im so sad,there is nothg i can do.I cant talk to anyone and i cant do anything.I cry but people will say i EMO,so i cant do anything.I will talk to my mom,she is always there for me.I guess i cry till i have no more tears.

What will people think if they get accuse by something that they never do it?Blaming each other,and shouting at each other.I feel tired of all this.I hope things will get settle soon.I don't want the misunderstandings carry from first semester to second semester,and from first year to second year.Im exhausted.

This week i gonna finish this,i will try my very best to do everything that i can.If it wont settle i guess i gonna leave and drop it.

Sunday, February 22

I stand alone but....

I stand alone,

I stand alone on this path to no where

Looking every which way for help

People see me for something im not

When I ask them for directions

They don't understand

So they turn their backs and walk away

I try to fallow them but can't catch up

So I then give up

And all hope is lost

I sit empty minded for as long as I can

And soon I can't take it anymore

I feel as though

I don't belong

And I constantly think about if leaving would be best

But.....

In that very same moment I change my mind

Some figures came up and held out their hand

Telling me they cares and

that i'm not alone

I stand up strongly and give a nod

It simply nods back

And...

We walk away side by side

Watching each others backs

Through the long path in nowhere

Until together

We reach Some where