I cannot wake up this morning,too much of thinking the nite before.Shu wen and I having breakfast with the guys at SImpang Dago,I ate nasi goreng sosis,too much and i cant finised it.Raining heavily this morning.”Raining in my heart”
Both me and shu wen have kuliah with Satria,he is good,he helps us alot.I cant did well in my exam i feel ashamed.I must work harder than before.I have date with Andrew today,i beg Wenwen to go with me.At first she tought that she will become a light bulb but she promise me to go.haha.so happy,if just both of us its kinda bored.We went to Mc D wait for him,and we have our ice cream there.haha.He was cute and funny,though we have language barrier but we still can talk and laugh together.haha.What i can remember is we eat alot,we went to Honeymoon Dessert to have our dessert.I took sweetballs with vanilla sauce,wenwen took sweetballs with black sesame suace,that Andrew have sweetball in almond soup.haha.All of our dessert were nice and tasty.I love that place.We eventually called the waiter to change songs for us,i requested for CInta Ini Membunuhku and Sempurna from Wenwen.ahha.Suddenly,Andrew and I wanna call Andika to have a dinner with us.I use Wenwen handphone called him,surprisingly he said ok and no problem.He will come.haha.We tease Wenwen and Andika alot.haha.Unfortunately William and Julie was not there with us.
We went to The Blind to have our dinner,that restaurant was kinda special.U can noe it from the restaurant’s name.The Blind,we have to eat our dinner in totally blind condition.Its totally dark,i cant do anything inside.I just can taste using my tastebud and use my ears to listen to what my friends talking bout.Its fantastic experience.haha.I love it,i will go there again.We left comment to that restaurant.We realy have great time.
We watched The Shutter,haha.A horror movie,Andika and Andrew said ok and they will go and watch with us.SWT.They do not look like a nerdy and boring guys,they kinda interesting and easy going.I get scared easily but Andika drinking his soya drink with sound effect somemore.haha.I realy cannot stand both of them,they are really funny.Wenwen invited them to her birthday this coming 29 nov,they said ok on the spot.Reali sweat!haha.
First day of my 20 started of nicely and happily.......hehe~~
Saturday, November 15
Happy birthday to myself!!!
Today kinda interesting because after TTKI we will going to celebrate my birthday!!haha~~I didn’t study much for my TTKI,language subject its hard to study in just one week or one month.We have to study since we young.Luckily the paper is in MCQ format ,if not i sure will screwed up my paper.
The paper was deadful as usual,haha.We wanna rushed home to prepared and dress up.I was happy i not kena throw into ITB pool.haha.That green coloured water with lots of microorganisms.LOL.It raining again,i love rainy days.It makes me think of someone and something.Its kinda sweet and sour feeling.I have to made up my mind,either to be happy or to be sad.We charted an Angkot to take us to Paris Van Java.But miscommunication lead us to unnecessary problems,the angkot arrived half an hour earlier.But all of us were quite fast.All of us not really dress up very nicely like during Devika birthday,just PVJ only and all of us were tired after whole weeks of study and exams.I wear a mini skirt with black and white blouse with a polka dotes tie.I thin its kinda cute and sexy.haha.I love my style.haha.
We went to Gelato Bar for the dinner,its not my idea.Its Pei Eer idea,but i love that place too.its kinda romantic and the songs they played was awesome.I din eat for that nite cos i already ate at home.Nasi goring and ayam tulang lunak.haha.Its kinda special cos i dint receive a birthday cake but a birthday ice cream.haha.Chocolate,strawberry and mint flavoured topped with chocolate with strawberry and cakes.haha.I love it very much,thanx to Eer who choosed that ice cream.
007:Quantum of Solace is our movie-to-be.Its bored and not interesting at all.Bond movies supposed to be interesting with lots of action pack.but this....Duh...Dont ever go and watch it!The hero and heroine are not handsome and pretty.I gave a 1 out of 10 to that movie.Sam called me that nite,i have a good chat with her.I miss her so much.
My birthday..hmmm..nice..happy...but i have been waited for soooo long.I was tired.I have made up my mind,I already 20,i need some changes in my life.I will be more independent in love.I wont depend on that to be happy.Maybe i will have crush on someone,but i wont like or love anyone again.I can do it.I wont cry in the nitez,i wont complaint to anyone,and i wont blame you.Thats all!
The paper was deadful as usual,haha.We wanna rushed home to prepared and dress up.I was happy i not kena throw into ITB pool.haha.That green coloured water with lots of microorganisms.LOL.It raining again,i love rainy days.It makes me think of someone and something.Its kinda sweet and sour feeling.I have to made up my mind,either to be happy or to be sad.We charted an Angkot to take us to Paris Van Java.But miscommunication lead us to unnecessary problems,the angkot arrived half an hour earlier.But all of us were quite fast.All of us not really dress up very nicely like during Devika birthday,just PVJ only and all of us were tired after whole weeks of study and exams.I wear a mini skirt with black and white blouse with a polka dotes tie.I thin its kinda cute and sexy.haha.I love my style.haha.
We went to Gelato Bar for the dinner,its not my idea.Its Pei Eer idea,but i love that place too.its kinda romantic and the songs they played was awesome.I din eat for that nite cos i already ate at home.Nasi goring and ayam tulang lunak.haha.Its kinda special cos i dint receive a birthday cake but a birthday ice cream.haha.Chocolate,strawberry and mint flavoured topped with chocolate with strawberry and cakes.haha.I love it very much,thanx to Eer who choosed that ice cream.
007:Quantum of Solace is our movie-to-be.Its bored and not interesting at all.Bond movies supposed to be interesting with lots of action pack.but this....Duh...Dont ever go and watch it!The hero and heroine are not handsome and pretty.I gave a 1 out of 10 to that movie.Sam called me that nite,i have a good chat with her.I miss her so much.
My birthday..hmmm..nice..happy...but i have been waited for soooo long.I was tired.I have made up my mind,I already 20,i need some changes in my life.I will be more independent in love.I wont depend on that to be happy.Maybe i will have crush on someone,but i wont like or love anyone again.I can do it.I wont cry in the nitez,i wont complaint to anyone,and i wont blame you.Thats all!
Last day of 19th
Last day of my 19th,what am I supposed to say?Its a mix kind of feeling,I won’t be able to be a ‘teen’ anymore but i its a start of the 20th journey.Its a brand new experience for me.What will happen in the future?What will happen to me?Will i be more mature?Or i will meet new people?I wonder.
My friends said they will tease me on my last day of 19th,haha.Sounds funny.But its just the same,they tease me everyday and nite.LOL.My flu already getting better,but still got abit pusing-pusing when I woke up this morning.Devika wanted me to enjoy my last day of 19th,because I’ll be the same age as her for the last day.Haha.She is damn funny.Hei dear,even i already 20 but my heart still as young as you.haha.During lunch Eu Joon suggested all of us headed to Simpang Dago,we walked there for God sake.Its 11.30am in the morning,and the sun shinning high.Its damn hot,and we still have to walked.=.= Thanx to Mr Lim,ur idea kinda ‘interesting’.We wanted to bring Wen wen and Lai lai to a Chinese foods restaurant,but it close for 3 days.Oh My God!!We walked so far but couldn’t get anything.We went to the next door.the food is aweful.I hate it,and the place is so dusty.I think its been ages seen there was a customers.haha.
Time passed by quickly,its 9pm.I was quite tired.But i still forced myself to study TTKI.Boring subject.Haiz.Hope that next semester we won’t get it again.I was exciting over my presents and Birthday rather than my TTKI.Ah,i forgot to mention bout it.I already got my presents from Wenwen,Lailai,Devika,Jeevan anne,Caryn anne,Eu Joon.I hope i didn’t miss calculated.Its a wonderful present,a big fat pink Pig!haha.its so damn cute.Got ribbon tie on it,Vicky wanna name it as Pingu,haha.The name thats very cute,and Caryn anne name it as Peekaboo.haha.But i think i will name it as Booboo.haha.Present from Teek Hun was Ferrero Rocher!I love this chocolate alot.Thanx alot to all of u.I love u all.Muakcssss!!
I wanted to sleep but Miss Tzutzu call me up to her room,siao lang.She gave me a quite big surprise actually.Its a big present.Pink teddy bear again,a beg and a T-shirt.Hmm,kinda nice because i like it and I mentioned it before.Thanx alot.We having our chocolate praty since Caryn anne blame that she don’t have any chocolate.Devika received chocolate frm Eu Joon during her birthday.We have fun and we chat throung the nite.Julie,Yati,carryn anne,Devika and Lee chin wished me Happy Birthday when the clock strikes twelve.MY friends from both Malaysia and Indonesia wished me too.haha.Glad that they still remember my birthday.LOL.
I need to sleep.....nitez.zzzzzzzzz
My friends said they will tease me on my last day of 19th,haha.Sounds funny.But its just the same,they tease me everyday and nite.LOL.My flu already getting better,but still got abit pusing-pusing when I woke up this morning.Devika wanted me to enjoy my last day of 19th,because I’ll be the same age as her for the last day.Haha.She is damn funny.Hei dear,even i already 20 but my heart still as young as you.haha.During lunch Eu Joon suggested all of us headed to Simpang Dago,we walked there for God sake.Its 11.30am in the morning,and the sun shinning high.Its damn hot,and we still have to walked.=.= Thanx to Mr Lim,ur idea kinda ‘interesting’.We wanted to bring Wen wen and Lai lai to a Chinese foods restaurant,but it close for 3 days.Oh My God!!We walked so far but couldn’t get anything.We went to the next door.the food is aweful.I hate it,and the place is so dusty.I think its been ages seen there was a customers.haha.
Time passed by quickly,its 9pm.I was quite tired.But i still forced myself to study TTKI.Boring subject.Haiz.Hope that next semester we won’t get it again.I was exciting over my presents and Birthday rather than my TTKI.Ah,i forgot to mention bout it.I already got my presents from Wenwen,Lailai,Devika,Jeevan anne,Caryn anne,Eu Joon.I hope i didn’t miss calculated.Its a wonderful present,a big fat pink Pig!haha.its so damn cute.Got ribbon tie on it,Vicky wanna name it as Pingu,haha.The name thats very cute,and Caryn anne name it as Peekaboo.haha.But i think i will name it as Booboo.haha.Present from Teek Hun was Ferrero Rocher!I love this chocolate alot.Thanx alot to all of u.I love u all.Muakcssss!!
I wanted to sleep but Miss Tzutzu call me up to her room,siao lang.She gave me a quite big surprise actually.Its a big present.Pink teddy bear again,a beg and a T-shirt.Hmm,kinda nice because i like it and I mentioned it before.Thanx alot.We having our chocolate praty since Caryn anne blame that she don’t have any chocolate.Devika received chocolate frm Eu Joon during her birthday.We have fun and we chat throung the nite.Julie,Yati,carryn anne,Devika and Lee chin wished me Happy Birthday when the clock strikes twelve.MY friends from both Malaysia and Indonesia wished me too.haha.Glad that they still remember my birthday.LOL.
I need to sleep.....nitez.zzzzzzzzz
Thursday, November 13
你不是真正的快樂
人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了
你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著
Cheaters!!!!!!
My weekdays started off badly,and ended badly.Its all about the result,my UTS 1.This is not the result i expected.But for Physics I already expected the result,and i dont like that subject,but what to do?i still have to go on and move on.This is the road i have choosen.Those who cheated during the exam,they are realy a SHIT!!!!Please do all the questions by yourself! Dont cheated!U get higher marks than me,if u all in my position what will u all think??even if u are my friend,i won't pity you!Siapa makan cili,dia tau pedasnya.
I just dont wanna let all this stupid stuff ruin my birthday tomorrow.I will really enjoy it!
I just dont wanna let all this stupid stuff ruin my birthday tomorrow.I will really enjoy it!
Wednesday, November 12
Its a nice nice nice day..hapy~~~
Wah,i feel happy today!!Maybe after a few days of crying at the night,i already give up and my sadness flow away with my tears.So im happy today.Just like Caryn,she is happy yesterday but today she feel one-kind.I hope she will feel bettter soon.hehe.and I love her very much.
We have additional class with Andhika today,but both him and Shu Wen canot wake up this morning,Im the only one thats waiting for them so long,expecially Shu Wen.canot tahan her anymore,like pig!!!haha.The class overall was ok,and he kept looking at her,as usual.Im tired after the class but I still have Physics lab and IT lab,Oh God!but its or last Physics lab,so im kinda relief and happy.haha.So just go and have fun.My lab is ok,our group did Torsion modulus.Its quite easy,but our lab assistant was bad.I think his english not very good.But i like that cute guy from shu wen's group,he is nice,and he is cute.haha.Even Caryn said that she wanna marry him.LOL.==Besides,i can see my 'Conan".ahha.Only Julie noe who is him.But what julie told me is true,he kept looking at me a few times.I noticed him.ahha.
My IT lab lagi best,we change our class and joined with local.Its was nice since its a air cond room.LOL.I sat with Prior,she is damn funy la.We joke and laugh all the times.haha.She is realy a nice gal.Our day just passed like that,its reali a nice day.haha.
We have additional class with Andhika today,but both him and Shu Wen canot wake up this morning,Im the only one thats waiting for them so long,expecially Shu Wen.canot tahan her anymore,like pig!!!haha.The class overall was ok,and he kept looking at her,as usual.Im tired after the class but I still have Physics lab and IT lab,Oh God!but its or last Physics lab,so im kinda relief and happy.haha.So just go and have fun.My lab is ok,our group did Torsion modulus.Its quite easy,but our lab assistant was bad.I think his english not very good.But i like that cute guy from shu wen's group,he is nice,and he is cute.haha.Even Caryn said that she wanna marry him.LOL.==Besides,i can see my 'Conan".ahha.Only Julie noe who is him.But what julie told me is true,he kept looking at me a few times.I noticed him.ahha.
My IT lab lagi best,we change our class and joined with local.Its was nice since its a air cond room.LOL.I sat with Prior,she is damn funy la.We joke and laugh all the times.haha.She is realy a nice gal.Our day just passed like that,its reali a nice day.haha.
Tuesday, November 11
hmmmmmm...
My flu is not getting better and i feel so sick and bad.Surprisingly,we went to BIP for lunch,that shao bao which recommended by don't know who was bad,not very nice at all.Just simple roti goreng will chicken fillings..haha.I took another lunch,that is bento frm OkiBento..hehe.got sapi nehz,sapi=beef.But its tasty,yum.yum....but its too much,until i canot finish..haha.and i gave lai lai,but he scolded me and shu wen,cos pushed it to him.Even he is angry but he is cute..haha.hmm,Thats my afternoon.
Im damn tired today,cos im still in sick mah..hehe.But Andrew saw me at campus today,he said i look nice.haha.What??i look nice when im sick..ahha.but thanx for his compliment.MY darling princess was crying today,i feel bad for her.I hope she will be happy,i will be by your side,no matter what happen.Everyone is not very happy today,except Caryn,she is too busy flirting with her Mr Alvin.haha.but im happy for her too,at least she found someone that likes her,and she likes that guy too.How bout me??wait again??tired....
Im damn tired today,cos im still in sick mah..hehe.But Andrew saw me at campus today,he said i look nice.haha.What??i look nice when im sick..ahha.but thanx for his compliment.MY darling princess was crying today,i feel bad for her.I hope she will be happy,i will be by your side,no matter what happen.Everyone is not very happy today,except Caryn,she is too busy flirting with her Mr Alvin.haha.but im happy for her too,at least she found someone that likes her,and she likes that guy too.How bout me??wait again??tired....
Monday, November 10
Bad day
Its a bad day for me..my heart sinks till the bottom of the ocean,oceans of sorrow,grief and sadness.My physics and chemistry result is totally a disgrace.I am scare and hopeless.I feel like i want to quit.mayb im not suitable to become a pharmacist,mayb pharmacy is not my field.I let my parent down and my lecturers.I wun blame my lecturer,i wun blame my friends and i wun blame anyone else.I will blame myself for being such a stupid girl who is bad in study.
Its sad when i noe that you reply other ppl message but u never reply mine.i dont think there is somethg bad happen.But why???????I just want you to know that u're my best fren in the past,present and future.U make me sad!:(
Its sad when i noe that you reply other ppl message but u never reply mine.i dont think there is somethg bad happen.But why???????I just want you to know that u're my best fren in the past,present and future.U make me sad!:(
Sunday, November 9
Flu+Cold+Cough+Fever=Sick
After days and days,weeks of weeks of exam,playing and birthday.Finally,i sick.Its so bad and suffering.I cannot sleep well through the night.I suffered mentally and physically.Flu,cough,sore throat and a liltle bit fever.I took Paracetamol 500mg and Strepsils and Vitamin C.Duh,i donche know when only i can recover.I rest the whole day and watched The Dark Knight and Eagle Eye.Both are realy fantastic and emotional movies.I love it very much.I hope during my birthday i wont get sick,if not will screwed my good mood to celebrate my birthday.Yesterday i went to Pasteur eat pork rice again.haha.This time Teek Hun and Eu Joon followed us,its a great meal.I shopped for the whole day but i hardly find my ideal dress or shirts,finally i get it from a small boutique shop beside the pork shop.haha.Its simple but nice,it enhance my own personalities.This i what i want for my birthday.hehe.Im looking forward to my birthday,the first birthday that i will celebrate with my new friends here.Devika’s and Lee Chin’s birthday was fun,I hope mine will be the ideal birthday party which i want.hehe.We are going to PVJ!!!haha...I bet we have great time then.
ARghhhhh..have to take my dinner and rest.Tomorrow is my D-Day,result,result and result.So nervous and horrible.
Praying for the best...............................................
ARghhhhh..have to take my dinner and rest.Tomorrow is my D-Day,result,result and result.So nervous and horrible.
Praying for the best...............................................
