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Tuesday, December 9

Terrible ending

I think i reached the hospital around 1am in the morning,i was suffer in pain.I went to the Emergency unit,this was what my friends told me.I cannot remember at all.The nurse gave me sodium choride in dripping.My hand was pain cos the needle poked through my vein.I knew that Devika,Jeevan,Arevin and Dinash was there.Thanx to you all,u all came even it was midnight.I kept going to the toilet and vomit.I got diarrhea.Haiz..I had got out from the bed to thew toilet for hundred and hundred of times.I had to admitted to the hospital ward,cos my condition was quite serious.Caryn stayed with me for the whole night.


She sure cannot sleep for that night.But thanx to her la,she help me to put cold towel on my forehead when i got fever.When i went to toilet she will accompanied me and took my dripping with me.She left at around 7am,and Tzu tzu took over.I felt bad for her,cos she had not enough sleep and they all got chemistry exam this Friday.She helped me the same thing as Caryn did.Around 11am,Bestari,Teddy and Mukmin came and visited me in their new and ncie clothes.Im the only one that looked like crap,with my blue coloured teddy bear pyjamas.haha.We have some talked and they went for Hari Raya Korban feast at Yasmin house.I cannot eat.haiz.Took plain bubur and water.Haiz..Err err,Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun and Wen wen came after them.Tzu tzu already went back and thwey joined them together.Err Err watched out for me fro awhile,i felt tired la.I having fever but the nurse said my body temperature was normal,but after i woke up my whole body was hot.After the nurse checked only knew that i got 38.5,high fever.Huh...that room was quite stuffy and hot.NO wonder i get fever.


After that,Tzu2 accompanied me,she studied Chemistry and listened to music.I slept off,she told me Andrew dropped by when i was sleeping.Paiseh..haha.Around 6pm Andrew came and Tzu2 went back,pity her.She vomited too,and she looked tired.I talked to Andrew and i had my bubur for my dinner,again.Andrew got exam the next day but he still came and accompanied me.Thanx thanx ya!Arevin dropped by and we chatted for some times,he is a very nice friends and senior.He came twice.hehe.Nethiya,Vicky and narmatha came after Arevin,Andrew had to leave cos he wanted to study.haha.I vomited again,and Nethiya decided to stay back and look after me.

I chatted with her and talked bout many things.She has a good and nice family which care for her so much,i listened to her and she gave me bread for my dinner.I throwed out my bubur and i only can eat bread and water.They bought me Pocari Sweat and biscuits,so sweet of you girls!I slept at around 9.30pm,i really tired after the diarrhea thing.adui!!This morning Nethiya went back and i rest until 7am.The nurse woke me up and wanted me to have my breakfast and bath.This morning i felt better,my diarrhea stop already.They all got class so they cannot come.Around 11am,Caryn came and wanted to take me out.Tzu2,Wen2,Lai they all wanted to come and picked me up but i have to discharged before 12,if not they will charged extra.F4 wanted to come also,but i already wana discharged.haha.The total payment was around 1 juta rupiah.Still ok la,not really expensive.i went home with Caryn.


And here i am,Blogging again.I swear i don’t want to admit to hospital again.This is really my worst experience ever.First time admitted to hospital and it is at Indonesia.Realy cannot tahan the food here,all so dirty.Got food poisoning liao la!!!!!!HUIYO!! Realy cannot tahan!

happy begining

I had the worst weekend ever,the story started like this...

Wenwen came to our house this week,we have great time together,usual thing,watching drama,movies,gossiping and crazy-ing.Err err badminton tournament was in the afternoon,it was her final so we decided to support her.It rained heavily,me,Tzu,Wen and Lee Chin went together.The competition ended very fast,because Err Err not in her top performance that day,but she definitely won the audience heart.hehe.try again next time,Err Err.
After the competition,Lee Chin wanted to drink hot cabbage soup,so we all went to Borma and bought white cabbage and some biscuits.After we went home,me and Wenwen cooked together,since Tzu2 and Lee Chin ware lazy.== We cooked together and Tzu2 joined us after some times,i accidently poured in too much of white pepper.OMG!I didn’t realise the hole was big.haha.We drink that pot of soup together,it was super duper hot and spicy,we hardly finished the soup.haha.



We having our dinner with the guys(Lai lai,Joon Gor,Teek Hun,Azwan) around 7pm,We went to Javan Steak House,Adan took us there before.Actually the day before that we wanna go but they already wanted to close the shop,at 9pm!SWT! I had Chicken Ala Romano and ice chocolate for my dinner.It was nice,but the best part still not yet happen.haha.After dinner we went home,but after that we realised that we forgot to buy MANGO!The mango at SImpang is very sweet and juicy.Yum,Yum..We spent 1000 rupiah and took angkot go back to SImpang again.haha.KInda crazy..but..what to do?we like it^^


Wen2 wanted to play Tarot card with Tzu2,but after we went home we santai-santai awhile.After taking bath,i went online and chatting in MSN.But i felt my stomach very pain.i cant realy sit in proper way,i have to bent down my body.After some times,i cannot take it.I went to the sink and vomited.i cant really tell how many times i vomited,even my stomach already empty but i still throwed liquid out.Even Yati also feel like vomiting after she have seen my condition.Poor girl.On the way back to my room,i fainted.Oh Gosh,i never fainted before.I really had no energy to walk.The last thing i colud remember was everyone was beside me and called for my name.I think i nearly passed out.My hand and legs were numb,i cannot feel anything.I heard Wen wen,Tzu2,Caryn,Yati,Nethiya,Vicky,Vaishi called for my name.But i don’t know what happened to me that time.All my friends were panic,I refused to go to Rumah Sakit Boromeous,but my friends insisted.They called for a taxi and bring me to hospital.Lee Chin,ibu and Caryn accompanied me.


To be continue..........

Sunday, December 7

給花開一個機會




那年,她大學畢業到報社做一名小編輯。她不大愛說話,一個人靜靜地編稿,或靜靜地看英語書。同事都知道她在準備考研究院,還知道她間中會收到北京某所大學的來信。應該是一名男生的信。她在拆信時會流露出一點無法掩飾的熱切,幾頁紙,卻看得忽悲忽喜。這一切,都悉數收入了他的眼底。他們的辦公室隔著窄窄的走廊。她偶爾抬起頭來向對面望去,又快速地把視線轉到別處。暗中猜測著她在看自己,還是辦公桌前擺的那盆茉莉。茉莉有半人高,枝葉扶疏,滿株翠綠,正是要進入花季了。他小心地把茉莉搬到她面前,拜託她替他照看一下,他要去異地採訪一個多月時間。她有短暫的驚訝,之後抱歉地說:“我怕養不好。”他一笑:“沒關係。這茉莉很好養的,記得給它澆水就行了。”

她每天依舊靜靜地編稿、看書,再有空閒就是不忘為那盆茉莉澆水。茉莉長得很快。那些嫩枝猛地亂長,偏偏長不出花苞。她想到了自己,為了那個在北京念研究生的男孩,除了到北京讀研外,沒有更好的辦法。她的愛需要拼命地踮起腳尖,爬著梯子才能夠到。他採訪回來了,她抱歉地說:“對不起,我沒養好,只長葉子不開花。”他依舊一笑,走到茉莉前仔細地折去那些新梢:“這些太長的部分要掐掉,否則是不會開花的。”她的心一痛,眼裡忽地就有了淚。他輕輕地握住她的手,看定她的眼睛:“給花開一個機會,給愛一個機會,給我一個機會,好嗎?”茉莉最後還是留在了她的辦公室裡。半個月後,已是滿室馥鬱的花香。


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