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Saturday, January 3

NUMB

i give up.
i'm hopeless.
i'm nothing.
i'm pathetic.
i'm in great disaster.
damn truth or dare... damn it to hell.

Thursday, January 1

Meaningful post for the day


At the end of today, if it has been preoccupied with thoughts of enjoyment that might be coming, we will find that we have lost something valuable that will be gone forever. Today!
In hoping to be happy about something in the future, instead of being happy right now, we are missing out. We often want more time, more money for that new purchase, a better job, better health. The list may be long.
This is such a waste because there are probably many things to feel really good about each day. Unfortunately we are encouraged to dwell on things that we have yet to acquire. If we were bombarded with daily reminders of how lucky we are and how much we have to be happy about, we would retire at night with wonderful days behind us.
Our day should be free of other stresses and worries. An analysis of a bad event that has happened, or may happen, can be worthwhile in determining a course of action. Beyond that, to continue worrying about it is a completely useless waste of time and is harmful to our health. Worry does not help the future experience and could make it worse, and the past cannot be changed.
So enjoy yourself today because it is not coming back.

This morning

Today cant wake up for jogging,slept at 4.30am last night.This the first time i sleep so late.@@ Woke up at 12.14 this noon,My friends already came back from their jogging.haha.Have to study for UAS,again.I felt lazy to study since this sememster already finished.But.....but...but...my CHEMISTRY...I hope next year the syllabus will be much more easier.hehe.Have to go now...


Ti@N^^

適時...適當

輕鬆一點來說好了...
好比是退潮沙灘上的蚌殼...
或著是深山樹根裡的松茸...
人們花著時間一點一滴去尋找那珍貴的寶物...
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這麼譬喻的話...
那...愛情它窩藏在什麼地方呢??
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經過了歲月的洗禮與成長...
讓人慢慢的發現...
在一個很微妙的地方...
我們常常會感受到愛的蹤影...

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應該可以這麼形容...
寂寞的時候一個關懷...
心冷的時候一個擁抱...
飢渴的時候一陣狂野...
徬徨的時候一個未來...
甚至是簡單到...感冒了...送上一杯熱茶...
是直達人心所需...
簡直是不小心揮出了支全疊打...

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對人們的感官來說...
我們要的不過是一個適時適當的好...
不過這份好...因為得配合著天時地利人和...
所以也相對的難求...
適時適當之外...再怎麼樣的好...
若以第三者的姿態出現...
若以遠距離的模式出演...
若以表錯情的樣子出場...
相對的打大折扣...
那更別說是要往更深入去的更枝微末節的好...

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但...有時候...就這麼剛好...
適時...適當...發生在一個巧奪天工的時機...
愛情...不花分毫力氣就這麼般手到情來...

結果...

最難的部份...就這樣輕易的跨過...
那...沒學會適時適當的我們...
卻反而漸漸的忘了...
情侶們花這麼多時間相處...
不就是要讓人慢慢的學習起...專屬於你的...適時適當的好嗎???

simply.....L.O.V.E


There are various kinds of love with even more definitions of each. One popular version might be described as the desire for two people to spend their lives together, with a continuing compassion for each other through good and bad times.


Of course it isn't always easy because conflicts about ideas, choices and habits arise. Some of these conflicting situations are easy to overlook while others can be very annoying, upsetting, and continual. Some personal mannerisms of one may never suit those of the other, and compromise cannot always be reached. Parting ways might seem inevitable, but often relaxing and rethinking the whole picture can result in a positive turn.


For example, many difficulties in a friendship, including marriage, can be put to the back by the simple act of resignation. By accepting certain personal conditions as permanent, they will somehow become more acceptable. Eventually the conflicting ideas may not be much of an issue, thanks to resignation. This leaves more room for mutual contentment and fondness.Has the other's point of view been considered earnestly? How about a commitment to doing things that are basically unfavorable if it will improve the relationship? What are the other's favorable traits and conditions that are being overlooked? Nobody has to be perfect!

IT Assignment 3- Triumph of the Nerds: Great Artists Steal…

By 1980, Apple was already the biggest Personal Computer (PC) producing company in the world. But IBM came up with its own version of the PC to challenged Apple. However,PC usage was still not convenient enough, and the race to make the PC more user-friendly began…

The journey to make PC more user-friendly began at the Palo Alto Research Centre (PARC), engineers had developed the precursor to the modern, user-friendly PC, which is the Graphic User Interface (GUI). Unfortunately Xerox did not appreciate the benefits of the GUI, and Steve Jobs soon snatched the opportunity by copying the idea and further developing it into the Apple PC. The IBM PC was affecting Apple’s sales. Steve Jobs then recruited Microsoft to write the applications for the new Apple PC. Initially, Apple tried to produce LISA, a PC utilizing GUI, but there was a problem. LISA didn’t work properly, and it had an extremely high price, which in the end turned the LISA into a flop. Then came the Macintosh, Apple’s second effort to introduce the user-friendly PC, and it proved to be a hit.

Although the Macintosh, or “Mac” was very great and despite the hype due to intense advertising, the sales of the Mac were disastrous. The applications in the Mac was still scarce, having only the “Mac Paint” and “Mac Write”, as compared to the IBM PC, which on the other hand, contained applications that people could really use, such as the spreadsheet etc.Then, developments were done on the printer by Adobe which introduced laser-printing, bringing salvation to the Mac, creating a whole new business― word processing.

Nevertheless, Mac sales were still normal, and Steve Jobs left Apple after a conflict arose between him and John Scully. The years after Steve Jobs were the most profitable for Apple. Sales rose to millions a year. In the background, Microsoft was plotting to unleash its own version of the GUI, as it saw the Mac as a competitor to the MS-DOS. Out came Windows…

Apple sued Microsoft as it felt that it was copying the Mac, but it lost. Then came Windows 95, which sealed the fate of Apple, pushing it into a niche in the PC industry. Although Microsoft was a success, Bill Gates wasn’t resting on his laurels. He invested in the animation company, Dreamworks and many other ventures. But competitors were starting to rear their heads, one of them being Larry Ellison, who believed the PC will be replaced by an “information device”.
The future is the internet. Everyone knows it. And Bill Gates, Larry Ellison agrees on that.

IT Assignment 2-Triumph of the Nerds: Riding the Bear2

“Triumph of the Nerds: Riding the Bear” is about the initial introduction of the Personal Computer (PC), and the rise of Microsoft as a major company the produces the world’s most widely use Operating System (OS).

IBM dominated the PC market in short term, but it returned to become a mainframe producing company. Microsoft on the other hand, while “riding the bear”, and rose to the top in the end.
IBM fought back by creating the OS2, which planned to overcome the clone issue. Microsoft responded by creating Windows. A disagreement arose which soon caused the partnership between IBM and Microsoft to disintegrate.

IBM was losing ground in the now rapidly expanding PC market. But Microsoft was still doing great since most of the rival company’s of IBM bought their OS from them.

When Apple marketed one of the world’s first PCs, IBM did something different because IBM intended to enter the newly expanding PC market. On the other hand, IBM planned to used “Open Architecture” to come up with a PC within a year. IBM have almost everything, the keyboard, monitor etc, but they lack 1 thing, the OS and the computer language. Then two candidates came to mind, Bill Gates’ Microsoft and Gary Kildall’s Inter-galactic Digital Research.At last, IBM turned away from Gary Kildall and choose Microsoft. It didn’t matter that Microsoft didn’t have an OS, but with only $50000, Microsoft bought an OS from an obscure small company and the rest was history. Microsoft was on the way to success…

IT Assignment-Triumph of the Nerds: Impressing their Friends 1

“Triumph of the Nerds: Impressing their Friends”, it is about the emergence of the Personal Computer (PC), stimulating the “PC Revolution”.

In the beginning, Apple had not started so well, but Steve Jobs turned to venture capital for funding. This resulting the new “Apple II”. The “Apple II” being brilliantly designed by Steve Jobs. The sales and profits of Apple are very good. Unfortunately the PC was still mostly for hobbyist. Software and applications, made the PC more useful. The first to appear is the spread sheet, VISICALC. At it came just at the right time, at a time when the commercial world was booming, and a spread sheet program was proofing to be really useful.

In 1975, Ed Roberts introduced the world’s first PC, the Altair 8800. This starts the founding of computer clubs, one of them being the “Homebrew Club”. But then it was still practically useless, until Paul Allen came up with a “basic interpreter” or software for it, known as “Basic”. After a successful demonstration with “Basic” using the Altair, Paul Allen team up with Bill Gates and founded Microsoft in Albuquerque.By the end of 1975, a few companies producing micro-computer cropped out.

The PC industry was developing very fast, and PC companies have arises to meet the huge demand, but still Apple dominated the scene.

They were big, bulky, and required special care. Besides that, the operators need to learn a bunch of codes in order to operate it. And to add to the problem, every computer used different codes, known as “machine language”. Therefore earlier computers were not convenient.Initially, computers were not given much attention. But some did take notice, the “nerds”. Microprocessors were soon created by Intel, replacing transistors and vacuum tubes, and it rolled the ball for what would be the “PC Revolution”.

Wednesday, December 31

first post for 2009

First post for 2009!!!!!!~~~haha.Last night the celebration was fun,we ate pork for dinner at somewhere near BIP,it was nice and enak.We can go there some other time too.After that we went to the Clique,the lounge and resto.A girl was the singer last nite,and she smoked when she sing.When she sing,she look santai,but very nice.She got nice voice.we went to Gedung Satte at about 11pm.Because we all thought that it will have a consert or fireworks,but the people there all is the indonesian and they look at us in a different way.All of us feel scare actually,so we just walked and walked and walked,we just wanted to get out from that place.hehe.

We took angkot from somewhere near Padjajaran to Dago,we ended up watching fireworks at Pertamina.haha.The whole Bandung was celebrating New year and fireworks everywhere.I think it is better than in Gedung Satte.

We chill and have supper there,i took roti cane susu.It makes me think of the original roti canai in Malaysia,still got 15 days to go.I will go back to Malaysia soon.hehe.

Tuesday, December 30

To someone special

Butterflies do not know the color of their wings

But human eyes know how beautiful they are

Likewise you do not know how good you are

But i know how SPECIAL u r ;)

Goodbye to 2008

Today is the last day of 2008,when i think back,this year went thru really fast for me. I spent my beginning of this year staying at home,lazy-ing around.After i started my study at ITB,time fly by. Sad and happy moments happened to me through out the year.

  • 11 March,my STPM result was really really terrible.I blame myself for not putting enough effort.I felt sorry to my parent and teachers.
  • 5 April,broke up with Jim.Im sorry for what i did and i know that u love me very much.
  • Colleges and universities in Malaysia turned me down,i struggled for so long until i made up my mind to come here.
  • Its very stress study in ITB
  • Happy to make new friends in Indon.
  • Shopping,eating and gossiping around with friends.
  • My family give me strength,support and love.
  • Great time during my 20th birthday.
  • For November,its fun of birthday celebration.

Goodbye to 2008,here i come 2009!!

Past

We all make mistakes. Sometimes they are very bad and cause ourselves and others much worry and suffering. We can be depressed and burdened with regret for many years, never forgiving ourselves, never forgetting our actions. Carrying on in this way is another big mistake, disturbing our lives in very unpleasant and painful ways.


It is not necessary. Worrying about something that has already happened is a complete waste of time if you just keep wishing that it hadn't happened. There is absolutely nothing you can do to change it.


Negative thoughts about the past will keep coming back again and again unless there are other thoughts occupying your mind. Begin feeding your brain with encouraging and fun ideas especially when that 'thing' from the past returns. Be generous, kind and forgiving to others and yourself.


You no longer have yesterday; you only have today and tomorrows.

today

Yesterday i missed BSM,today i joined all of them to badminton.hehe.I need some exersice,this holidays i ate alot without doing any exersice.Actually we planned to jog at Sabuga but almost every morning we cant wake up..LOL.:P

We played from 2pm til 4pm,Pei Err joined us and we really played well.My partner was Err for one time,i can felt the pressure since she is so pro in badminton..hehe.Lai and Tzu play well too,im kinda santai.

We went to have a look at Dinash kost,his kost has nice view at the top of the kost but kinda far.We have to walk inside if we come back from campus or wherever.But the view was nice though,can have a view of whole Bandung.hehe.

Pasteur was our next stop,we ate in front of Anata,like 'tai pai tong" in Malaysia.hehe.For a whole packet,only 10.000 rupiah,around RM3.60.OMG,the packet include one bowl of rice,one sayur goreng,one chicken and one pot of tea.hehe.but then we ordered green bean soup and some side dishes that i already forgot the name.haha.

Really syok today,tomorrow is the last day of 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!Cant wait for the countdown at Gedung Satte..hehe

Monday, December 29

don't worry,be happy



"If you aren't happy, why aren't you?


Chances are it is because you want something which you do not have, objects or conditions. This is probably not a good enough reason and a review of your situation and perceptions may be in order.

You may have seen video of children in very poor countries laughing and playing, unconcerned that they should have more to be happy about. They are happy because they are playing, because they have their friends and family, and some food to eat that day. Everyone has the right to be happy, and if they can be in their situation, shouldn't you?"


Happiness is inside us, in our minds, in our thinking. It is not external material things or experiences, but the enjoyment of our thoughts and feelings. This is good because our thoughts, and therefore our happiness, are up to us.Start by reviewing the things that you have to be happy about and dwell on these. Don't overlook the little or basic things that you take for granted. Make a habit of substituting unhappy thoughts with happy thoughts. Whenever an unfavorable picture enters your mind, eject it and replace it with a pleasant one.


We all have some nice experiences to recollect and there are usually little pleasures around us most of the time. You can even imagine enjoyable experiences, and it will have a similar positive effect. Establish good principles and conduct yourself according to these principles. Love, or at least be tolerant of, your fellow humans. Don't strive too hard for that which, in the end, will not make you happier.



So,be happyyyyyyyyyyyy^^

Sunday, December 28

血型占卜^^

血型占卜
O型 A型 B型 AB型




(A)意志堅定的O型



樂觀豪爽,性格明朗外向,理智重於感情,意志堅定,有自信心,明辨善意,好出風頭、做事有決斷力,但是,個性比較頑固,缺乏謙讓之心,講究個人與利己主義。求知心最切,好奇心最大,好色最厲害的也是O型人,能作惡,也很會做好事,是O型的寫照。O型人是一個有魄力、有實行力的人,在社會裡容易獲得眾人的擁護,取得領導的地位,O型人結交朋友的意識很濃厚,由於強烈喜歡稱兄道弟,有時不免陷於濫教朋友之苦。O型人對於任何事物都有強烈的慾求,為了滿足希望,就不擇手段去爭取,如果偏向於物慾、權力慾、色慾等個人慾望時,終於導致眾叛親離的惡果。


你可能有的缺點:
慾望太大,會使人討厭
主張太多,好強,在工作上失去協調
專會為自己打算,又處處防範別人,容易遭受失敗之運
缺乏融合性,性情乖僻,個性暴躁


改進各缺點的方法:
O型的特徵是具有強烈的自我意識,若受到貶低或刺傷,必以頑強的態度抗拒,宜養成溫和柔性處世,喜歡競爭的O型,往想出人頭地,做事勿不擇手段,否則會得到反效果,改正缺乏融合性和傾於利己主義的缺點。



(B)善解人意的A型



性格較溫和,行動規矩,具責任感,做事很謹慎。感情豐富,誠實謙虛,但溫柔寡斷,多愁善感。

你可能有的缺點:
當A型人受不了外來環境之壓迫時,就想從現實中逃避
想得太多,自討苦吃,惹人討厭
為求完善無缺,招來工作上的困擾
因為悲觀,常使生活失常


改進各缺點的方法:
A型人從小應培養自我決斷力,做事要有計畫,並有付諸實行的魄力,多說話,多交際,樂觀處世,避免走向消極或保守的途徑, A型的心靈往往比較脆弱,易受損傷,要受得起被冷落的滋味。因欠創作性,自小應多做益智方面的遊戲。



(C)平易近人的B型



為人正直,是不會說謊的老實人,個性隨和,善於交際,思想曠達,富有創意;做事認真,只要其工作多變化,他會聚精會神,廢寢忘食去做,那些日以繼夜的作家、演員、開發新企業的企業家等等屬之。行動與判斷,都很敏捷,儘管處於苦境中也是滿不在乎,故有時被稱為『富有生活能力的人』。B型人對冒昧平生,馬上就會信任,而且容易感動流淚,所以B型就以富於人情味而容易和一般人親近,因此只要聽幾句好話,就受騙了。

你可能有的缺點:
處世不夠慎重,且獨斷獨行,大膽無恥的作人態度會使人討厭
因意志不堅,性情不定,容易見異思遷,如果沒有興趣的工作,及常常要更換職業以致失業
行為隨便,屬於不修邊幅型,處處馬虎
不重視典章規則,對於團體生活的規律不容易循規蹈矩地遵守
由於見異思遷的性格,所以喜歡做那些拈花惹草的風流事
覺得與社會越來越疏遠


改進各缺點的方法:
B型人缺乏定性與持續力,因此要訓練有始有終,耐心地完成工作。要專心於某一事物,以糾正其見異思遷的缺點。



(D)感覺敏銳的AB型



兼具A型與B型的特質,做事有計畫,但沒有耐性,容易衝動,直覺敏銳,不喜歡墨守成規,性情多變,有時表現極端的個性。善於待人接物,很注意合情合理性,討厭口是心非的人,具有強烈的批評精神。 AB型是不講人情,不談愛情的,男女關係在AB型看來是件極具單純的事情,不會像其他血型的人弄得那樣複雜。 AB型待人接物有其很和氣的一面,同時也喜歡說俏皮話來挖苦別人的一面,AB型的處事態度很積極,可是要他和別人融融恰恰地相處,不得罪任何人,那簡直是勉強禁絕了他的嗜好一樣。

你可能有的缺點:
太好說話,反而引人討厭
缺乏一貫努力,不能服務社會
做事不通人情,生活會陷於孤獨
身心憔悴,無精打采,缺少一種正常人所有的精力,總不想好好工作


改進各缺點的方法:
從小就讓AB型的小孩去和各種人接觸,或是參加O型人的活動,比較容易適應社會生活。

early morning

Woke early one morning,
the earth lay cool and still,
when suddenly a tiny bird,
perched on my window sill,
it sang a song so lovely,
so carefree and so gay,
that slowly all my troubles,
began to slip away,
it sang of far off places,
of laughter and of fun,
it seemed his very song,
brought out the morning sun,
I pulled back the covers,
and crept slowly out of bed,
and gently shut the window,
and crushed his freaking head,
I'm not a morning person :p