Freaking tired this weekend,weekend suppose to be relaxing and happy. But its the total opposite with what I wanted. Report la, assignment la, discussion la, lab journal la....this la that la..DOn;t know when only can finish. How to pass this semester also have no idea. Really WTH...This is one part of life that I hate the most.
Gotta go, wish me all the best and my friends too.I hope they can tahan this stress till the end of this semester. Peace
Saturday, March 6
Friday, March 5
Pray hard
I seriously pray hard for it,for this time and for everything about this. Pray hard but will it be the result that I always want it to be? I know it will always not be the way that i want and i pray for. WHY? I don't even know,it just happen EVERYTIME. I guess this time it is real and it is really what i wanted for for so long.
Im really tired and exhausted after what I have been through with my ex,I think already spent too much of my time on him but things between us were just SUCKS!!! BIG TIME!!
I regret,regret that I know this person and have him as my boyfriend. Maybe y'all will say that im crazy and stupid that i never think before I couple up with him.But,ya,I never really think deeply and never take long time enough to get to know him. So,im regret. Let's not talk about that anymore,I don't give a damn shit bout him anymore.
I really pray hard....i pray and pray and pray...I really want this to happen.God,help me please. This is the only thing that i want it so badly now.PLEASE~~~~
Im really tired and exhausted after what I have been through with my ex,I think already spent too much of my time on him but things between us were just SUCKS!!! BIG TIME!!
I regret,regret that I know this person and have him as my boyfriend. Maybe y'all will say that im crazy and stupid that i never think before I couple up with him.But,ya,I never really think deeply and never take long time enough to get to know him. So,im regret. Let's not talk about that anymore,I don't give a damn shit bout him anymore.
I really pray hard....i pray and pray and pray...I really want this to happen.God,help me please. This is the only thing that i want it so badly now.PLEASE~~~~
Wednesday, March 3
STRESS
Im really stress out this time...I have a lot of works to be done, assignment, lab report, homework etc. Mid term exam is around the corner but I haven't study anything,it really gets into me this time. I really don't know how. The amount of work that i need to do is way way way heavier and alot thqan the previous semesters. I just feel like give up and go back to Malaysia,but i know i can't. "sigh"
Alot of works,but don't know where to start. Im tired and sleepy everyday,how am I suppose study? After finish all the works already late. I memang tak tau la...How to survive in ITB for 1 sem and 2 more years? "sigh"
Signing off. Good nite...
Alot of works,but don't know where to start. Im tired and sleepy everyday,how am I suppose study? After finish all the works already late. I memang tak tau la...How to survive in ITB for 1 sem and 2 more years? "sigh"
Signing off. Good nite...
Friday, February 26
All about me
Another 2 days then it will be March,time really pass by very fast without noticing. I haven't do any study except before quiz or discussion. Im not as smart as the others,and im lazy.This is me! XD Sometimes I wish that i can have a brain of smart people,i don't need to be very smart.Just enough to let me pass my exam without alots of study..Ya,i know.It won't happen.
I realised that there is this rude person around me,he/she can just scold to anyone without consider of their feelings. Its not a big issue,but he/she want to make it BIG!!! Swearing around,using the F word and the B word.Never respect his/her friends. What kind of person is this?I don't even want to have anything to do with this particular person.><
Anyway,life is too short to HATE somone. I won't let this kinda people or some small things to bring me down. I want to live my life to the fullest and be HAPPY everyday. I can tell to my parent that im really really happy recently. I don't need a reason to be happy,i just want to appreciate everything that i have and stop complaining about what I don't have. I guess that everyone must be a grown up in their own way.
Im still confuse, but i will just go with the flow.It will just be something different this time.^^
Peace~~
Sunday, February 21
Dont wanna come back
I seriously don't feel like coming back...'sigh'
I feel somehow miserable and moody,same old schedule,NO! is more hectic. Same daily routine,lab,report,exams....and the list goes on.
Time passed very fast,one week just finished in a blink of eye.I miss him when i was back in Malaysia,maybe I have met the right person at the right time but nationality is our biggest problem,not the right place.I don't want to give up as a Malaysian.
Got to know that I have tons of homework to do..Fiuh.>< All the best to me.All the best to my friends too.
~Signing off~
I feel somehow miserable and moody,same old schedule,NO! is more hectic. Same daily routine,lab,report,exams....and the list goes on.
Time passed very fast,one week just finished in a blink of eye.I miss him when i was back in Malaysia,maybe I have met the right person at the right time but nationality is our biggest problem,not the right place.I don't want to give up as a Malaysian.
Got to know that I have tons of homework to do..Fiuh.>< All the best to me.All the best to my friends too.
~Signing off~
Wednesday, February 3
fine fine
I thought I will be emo,sad or whatever SHIT when I saw those 'stuff'.But,i guess I was wrong then....Im totally FINE!! Im so glad that Im fine^^
Tuesday, February 2
人生因为改变而美丽
我认为我已经知道我最大的缺点了,
就是想太多和太过于执著..
应该是很早就知道了吧!
喜欢往坏的方面去想, 想东想西.
执着一样明知道是没有结果的东西, 或是不可能发生的东西.
觉得应该改变一下, 不应该太多愁善感.
曾听过: 人生因为改变而美丽
很有意思….
就是想太多和太过于执著..
应该是很早就知道了吧!
喜欢往坏的方面去想, 想东想西.
执着一样明知道是没有结果的东西, 或是不可能发生的东西.
觉得应该改变一下, 不应该太多愁善感.
曾听过: 人生因为改变而美丽
很有意思….
Saturday, January 30
SWEET
Ya,I can say that it's been a very long time since I feel like this.
It is just different,really different from the previous time.
It was just SWEET!
It is just different,really different from the previous time.
It was just SWEET!
Thursday, January 14
Big a** prob
Fiuh..this post is not meant to be an emo post.But just can't help myself.Haha...
I think alot when I come back,emo alot.Jeez,i don't know why.Maybe i got this gene from my mom that worried and think too much.LOL.
What should I do? I know,I know,not worth it...Blah blah blah...Sigh
Why it is so hard for me to don't think and to be not 执著？
Big major problem here...must get rid of it in no time!!
I think alot when I come back,emo alot.Jeez,i don't know why.Maybe i got this gene from my mom that worried and think too much.LOL.
What should I do? I know,I know,not worth it...Blah blah blah...Sigh
Why it is so hard for me to don't think and to be not 执著？
Big major problem here...must get rid of it in no time!!
Friday, January 8
Feeling changed
In less than 24 hours then I will be back to my lovey dovey home..Hehe
It is really time for me to get my Ass back home.
I still remember the last time I went back home,the feeling changed.Im excited but not over the same thing again.Time seriously heal,Im way better now. I left my feelings behind in 2009.
There is no more turning back. There is always first and second time,but disappointment and betrayal destroyed everything,Yeah,everything.
Signing off.Bye bye Bandung,at least for now^^
It is really time for me to get my Ass back home.
I still remember the last time I went back home,the feeling changed.Im excited but not over the same thing again.Time seriously heal,Im way better now. I left my feelings behind in 2009.
There is no more turning back. There is always first and second time,but disappointment and betrayal destroyed everything,Yeah,everything.
Signing off.Bye bye Bandung,at least for now^^
Thursday, January 7
Summary
It's been awhile since I log in my blog,
Busy?Yeap,as usual..Exams,outing,being lazy,and crappy stuff.
Duh,the worst part is my Baby Laptop spoilt.Damn! I can't do anything with it,I won't even dare to take it to local service center,and they don't even have an Asus service center here for crying out loud..><
Rainy season started around mid December,it rains non stop starts from afternoon till the night time.Freaking cold, I really have no idea how i gonna survive when I go back to Malaysia,as I heard,its 'summer' in Malaysia.Arhggg...I just hope that my body can resist the heat and don't spoils my holiday mood.
I went to Cinangneng at Bogor during the 10 days break,and it was really fun and i experienced Kampung life. Haha...Expecially the mandi kerbau part.Want to upload my trip photos up to Facebook but my Baby cant help me with that,guess just gonna wait.Damn it!
I was up until now using Vicky's laptop,sleepy but I don't care.One more day and i will be back.My mum will certainly nag me if I sleep after 12am.22 this year but for her Im still a 1 year old girl.LOL.
Finished my 3rd sem,hmmm...This sem ends in a blink of eyes,I have my ups and downs. But just feel thankful that Im still here now. Just gonna enjoy my holiday.
What meant to be happen will come to you...So this time I not gonna rush,just let it go with a flow.
Good nite.
Signing off...XD
Busy?Yeap,as usual..Exams,outing,being lazy,and crappy stuff.
Duh,the worst part is my Baby Laptop spoilt.Damn! I can't do anything with it,I won't even dare to take it to local service center,and they don't even have an Asus service center here for crying out loud..><
Rainy season started around mid December,it rains non stop starts from afternoon till the night time.Freaking cold, I really have no idea how i gonna survive when I go back to Malaysia,as I heard,its 'summer' in Malaysia.Arhggg...I just hope that my body can resist the heat and don't spoils my holiday mood.
I went to Cinangneng at Bogor during the 10 days break,and it was really fun and i experienced Kampung life. Haha...Expecially the mandi kerbau part.Want to upload my trip photos up to Facebook but my Baby cant help me with that,guess just gonna wait.Damn it!
I was up until now using Vicky's laptop,sleepy but I don't care.One more day and i will be back.My mum will certainly nag me if I sleep after 12am.22 this year but for her Im still a 1 year old girl.LOL.
Finished my 3rd sem,hmmm...This sem ends in a blink of eyes,I have my ups and downs. But just feel thankful that Im still here now. Just gonna enjoy my holiday.
What meant to be happen will come to you...So this time I not gonna rush,just let it go with a flow.
Good nite.
Signing off...XD
