I need strength

I feel tired inside out,there is nothing which i can do to make me feel better.

Everyday i do the

same thing over and over again,without having a rest.

I crying loudly inside but no one can hear

me,i wanna break free from the cage which i usually stay inside but i couldn’t.

No one can understand my pain,i feel sad,miserable and depressed.

Smiling and laughing is the way i presented myself when i be with my friends.

I just don want them to worried bout me and think that im an emotional girl.

However,i cant hep it,i miss my family,i miss my friends and i miss the life that i have before.

Why i cannot look back?Why i cant be that girl that i used to be?Why i must suffer so much?

I feel pain inside,hundred of knife is cutting me slowly.

Im dying soon.

My heart cant effort so much of pressure inside.I

regret with lots of things which i done,i try to fix it but its useless.I don wanna regret anymore.

I feel sorry to all of you.I really meant it.

I just have simple wishes but why i cant reach it??

Izit destiny which separate us apart?I tried to find the answer but i couldn’t.

Oh God,please help me,I need Your strength to cope and deal with all these.God,please help me!