Question+answer?

I have repeated the same questions again and again in my mind,but where is my answer?Or i already had the answer but i didn’t even realised it.The answer is not convincing and i gotta try a new way to find my answer.When i get the answer will i stop myself for being too addicted to the subject?Or will i continue bury myself in that confusing and tough subject that i couldn’t even get an ‘A’?I don’t know,you don’t know and he don’t know either..