lost

最近,
总觉得失去些什么,

想来想去还是一样很重要的东西.

想起来了,

我的天!!
怎么办?
我不小心把它弄丢了..

弄丢了也没得到一丝丝的安慰,
对别人来说也许是理所当然的吧!

明明就感觉不到,
为什么还要学别人耍潇洒?
明明就不安,
为什么还要学别人故作冷静?
明明就……
明明就……
太多的'明明就了'啊!

偶尔那架手机的信息铃声响起,
我的手会颤抖,
心也一阵凉,
虽然有时只是小事一桩.


失去的也不可能找得回,
只要不再失去倒是足够了.

road

路,
还很远吧!

走到累了可不可以休息?

有时很开心,
有时很快乐,
有时很害怕,
有时很胆怯………

可是,
我会很坚强的吧!
我选择的也是我的.


走吧! 跑吧! 去吧!

......

Alot of questions in my head which i haven't get answers...Asking is not a best solution,time will tell me the answer.

Honestly,i will try my best this time.It will be my last time too.If it happen again,i will accept it as how i accepted it long time ago.

I don't have the passion anymore.

sleepless night

Sleepless night.....Its dull


The sky without stars,night without laughter.Silent night...

Guess that i expecting too much.I waited for quite sometimes but things doesn't change,finally i have choosen another path.The path where lead me to a PLACE that i don't know,that i don't really feel secure,that i can't see clearly.I have choosen.......There, I shall be.